Date: Tue, 25 Mar 2008 15:11:59 -0700 (PDT) From: larry_c_@excite.com Subject: My Brother's Kids, chapter two... This story is fiction, for the most part; I will not reveal which parts might have truth in them. I will say that the names used are not actual names of real people, nor does the activity reflect actual illegal acts being done with underage boys. Because of the fictional nature of the story, safe sex is not described within, but the author insists on the intelligence of its use in real life scenarios, as well as the wisdom of older gentlemen in regard to abuse of our youth. All the legal disclaimers are applicable, and you know what those are already. So, if you pass all the tests, enjoy the story as it unfolds Let me know what you think! We left off ... "I don't know, Kor ... I really don't! That kiss you gave me on the neck ... the hard cock I felt against my groin when we hugged ... the lightning bolt that went through me when ... if there's any way we can share, I'll find it! But, we still have to keep from blowing things up as far as the community is concerned. We can't jeopardize our jobs, and even worse, the boys! Imagine what Social Services would say if they found out the boys were being raised by two male lovers! Kor ... I wish I had the right answers!" "Just tell me you will work on it. That's all I need to hear!" "Shit, Love! If you don't know that already ... we're in deep Doo-Doo!" My Brother's Kids Are Now Mine Chapter Two (Giggle*) ... "Gee Whiz, Mr. F., (teasing manner), I didn't know you cared! All these past four years, all I thought I meant to you was that I was someone who could make the band rehearse while you drank coffee in your office. You mean ... I'm actually..." "Twerp! If I thought you were serious ..." (a quick kiss) ... "God, Kor ... I want this to work out so wonderfully! And, hell's bells ... you've known that for a while, or you wouldn't have been so much a part of my daily life as you have been. By the way...where are you sleeping since you left your house? "Well, the nights are pretty calm and clear, and the temperatures aren't too bad ... so I've been enjoying the stars. Did you know that out on Lover's Point rocks there is a cool mini-cave on the water side? Well, more like a shelf of solid rock covering an area out of sight from anyone. I have a sleeping bag hidden inside there, so at night I can walk out on the point, scoot inside when no one else is nearby, and it's been pretty comfy...as rocks go! In the morning I can use the beach house restroom to wash up and get ready for school ... or if I really need it, I use the school locker room showers before class starts. I'm OK!" "That sucks! You deserve better! No boyfriend of mine is going to rough it like that! Now, no argument! Here's the key to my condo so you can use it freely. You've been by there a time or two before a band trip, so you know which one it is. Top floor of the condo unit on Lighthouse Avenue ... the beige one on the corner of Alder, with those eucalyptus trees shading the front elevator entrance." "Larry, my Love... Thank you so much ... for your heart, your home, and your support of my physical and emotional needs as well. That cave isn't the best place to sleep and still get to school looking like I belonged there. It's been good that my first class each day is P.E. That was my Mom's biggest concern when I left home the day I turned 18 and could legally do so. But now I can tell her about having a place to stay. She'll be so grateful to you. She already knows what a special teacher you are for all the kids. Uh...Larry? You sure you want me to use that cool apartment?" "Now that makes me mad! I wouldn't have offered it if I didn't want you to use it! Why didn't you say something sooner! Kor, Dear, if I had known before this, my door would have been open to you sooner! I wouldn't have given a damn what the school thought if I knew you were on the streets!" "But I would have! No way I'd let you get a bad rep over me living with you ... especially since I wasn't totally sure until today that we both felt the same way toward each other, and about the future. I guess I better get going before the boys wake up and find me still here. See you at school in the morning!" (longer kiss) "Good night, Larry ... I love you so much!" Korey disappeared out the front door, and I felt like my heart was ripped away with him. I wanted so badly for us to share a night together to celebrate the truth being out in the open between us. I know there is almost 10 years between us, but right now that means absolutely nothing to me...nor to him, evidently! I know I already mentioned that he was a gorgeous young man, 5'10" of well-toned muscle, weighing approximately 170 pounds, with perfect skin texture and color covering his sculptured and chiseled body shape (a little like the statue of David in my mind's eye), and a radiance to his smile that melts my heart. Let me add that he has emerald green eyes, beautiful red hair and a light splash of freckles to add to his attractiveness. I think that `Red Heads' are so friggin' hot! And if that bulge in his Dockers is any indication, he has Sea Biscuit as an ancestor! (Not that I wouldn't love him just as much if he were a eunuch!) So far, all you really know about me is that I am almost 28 years old. I guess it might help if I told you that I am 5'6" tall, and used to be on the swim team in college...made State twice in my career, and still go to a gym twice a week to keep in shape. Mostly by still swimming ... I'm not into weights and bulk! I weigh a nice 155 pounds, (only 10 pounds over my H.S. Graduation weight), and it is all well-toned muscles. I have a fine layer of light brown hair on my chest and legs, but I am no way near what they call a "bear" type. To be honest, most people think I am younger than 28, too...because I have facial features that make me look closer to 20 or so; not too good for a teacher of High Schoolers that might think I'm the same age as they are. (They find out soon, though, that I earn the respect due the authority of my position.) The one part of me that truly shows manly maturity is my package. I'm not bragging, but I have seven-and-a-half inches of quite thick tubular muscle hiding under my Speedo during my work-outs. In fact, I have decided to purchase new swim wear just to get away from the glances and stares I receive at poolside. A Public School teacher has no business advertising. Modesty needs to be the name of the game, especially in our town! Enough of physical attributes! Right after Korey left, I headed for bed. My new sons were asleep, and I was drained of strength from both mental and physical output of the last day or so. I stripped and crawled under my sheet. However, sleep didn't come right away. My mind was playing brain videos of my Kor! I had seen him in baggies at the pool when he was my guest at the gym on occasion ... but now, these `thought films' were undressing him, highlighting and maybe even over-exagerating the exposed glory previously hidden from me. I became so aroused without even touching myself that I shot a huge load of man juice all over my chest and legs just because of the intensity of the images flashing through my head. My respect for him as a helper has become love, and that love so wants to be expressed by lust, now that we both know the truth we so deeply share. Now, with that eruption from my deepest being having added to the drain of my strength, I fell to sleep without even trying to clean up any of the evidence of my orgasm. I was awakened by my soon-to-be 12 year old son, who recognized the remnant fragrance as well as the dried crust on my body that was no longer covered by a kicked-off sheet... "Hey, Papa ... you got a girl friend now? She must be hot, or you wouldn'ta had a `wettie'! (Snickering like he had caught me in an act of having wild sex;) "Eaton ... just how do you know about that stuff already? You can't be old enough yet to be having them yourself...can you?" "Heck'a yeah I am! Started a couple months ago on a scout campout. The other guys told me that made me a real man, like them! See ... I got a few pubies startin' already. Ain't that so cool! I showed Dad just last week ... uh ...uh;" "Yes, that is certainly cool, Son! And know what else is cool? ... You feeling OK with showing me. That makes me feel accepted as your Papa. C'mere! " I gave Eaton a Papa-to-Son kiss and hug! I also kissed away a couple tears that were falling from his trusting and loving eyes caused by the comment about showing his Dad! He melted into my arms; clinging tight for quite a few minutes, not caring that I was stark naked ... and I didn't think anything about that part, either. At least not until he headed to his bathroom to get ready for school, and I crawled out of the sack. That's when I realized that holding him that close caused him to become hard. Fact is ... my own cock swelled a bit as well. Man, I have to be careful! Eaton is family. He's my Son, now! OMG, where is my head? I have to get a grip! I put on my robe and headed to Casey's bedroom to wake him up. He was still sawing logs! I tickled him lightly to bring him around, and he giggled and smiled a `g'mornin' Papa' as he turned onto his back and sat up to give me a quick kiss... "Papa ... is Korey gonna move in with us? Do we all get to keep him?" "Not quite, Case! He is going to use my condo for a while, and he will be the person I always have come here to watch you two when I have to be out. But he isn't going to be actual family...just a great friend to all of us, like he already is!" "But ... he seems like a big brother already, Papa! And the way you look at him ... uh, well, I just sort'a thought ..." FUCK! What the hell is this nine year old baby boy thinking, anyway? How in shit can he have any idea about me and Korey being more like lovers instead of just being 2 guys brought together as Teacher and Student? Naw! He couldn't know that ... not yet! I have to stop making implications way beyond reality because I hear stuff that could have several meanings to an adult mind! This perfectly innocent 4th grader is simply saying he wants a big brother ... that's all! It's gotta be! Casey went into the same bathroom as Eaton. The two of them readied themselves for breakfast and school, which included the normal short squabbles and teasing that accompany young brothers who battle for supremacy inn the age-old matter of sibling rivalry. Frankly, it was refreshing to me to hear such normal activity coming from two kids that are going through such tough times. Having me as a Papa now must be giving them the security they need to function, in spite of the turmoil they are dealing with. Maybe Morris and Anne knew this would be the case when they made me God Father in the first place. This new situation was so right! I went to my own bathroom, off the Master Suite, and made sure I was also presentable for Campus Life ... and then headed for the kitchen to feed the brood before hunger pangs turned them into animals. After we all finished our repast, and cleaned up as well as we could in the short time we had, we loaded up in my car for the trip to respective schools; Casey to his 4th grade Elementary building, Eaton to Middle School campus, and me to the High School early enough to attend the morning Faculty meeting before period one began. Right after the meeting, I sought out Mr. Jacobs, you remember the Principal, and explained the fact that Korey had moved out of his family home at age 18, and that I allowed him to rent my previous home at a reduced rate so he could make his way as an adult in a way less pressuring to his finishing the school year and preparing for college. I figured that if this was out in the open, as an innocent situation, no one would get suspicious of a possible relationship lying beneath my professionalism. It worked! Mr. J. was supportive of the idea, and actually suggested that maybe part of his rent would be to watch my new sons when I had faculty duties at late hours. I smiled and thanked him for his wise suggestion, and mentioned I would bring the idea to Korey as an option he might consider. Just as I was heading to the Music complex, I saw Korey park his car and jump out to make it to Gym Class on time. He was already dressed in his P.E. Uniform to avoid being late...his regular school clothes in hand, to change into after class. I had to hurry to the Band room because I popped a huge boner the moment I saw those nice muscular legs of his carrying that red-headed stud so fast and yet so gracefully across the campus...and his magnificent smile as he acknowledged seeing me. Maybe you don't need to hear the details, but heck ... first period was my prep period, (no students until 2nd period), so I had a few minutes to take care of my sudden lusts. I have my own rest room off my Director's office, so I hid myself in there for a little while, and found relief. I could imagine my entire Jazz Band seeing me so tented, and wondering the reason behind the problem! They'd hound me for days, just because I showed my humanity and healthy maleness. Knowing that, I had no choice but to drop my slacks, pull my shirt tail up, and jerk myself silly until I blasted away all my horniness. Well, maybe not "silly", because I handled myself slowly and sensually as I pictured Korey being the one taking care of my problem for me; making sure the tip was rubbed by one finger, spreading my leakage around the mushroom to give me the feel of being sucked ... pulling gently on my nut sack with one hand as my other hand created sensual heaven all over my 7 ½ inches of hot sausage...occasionally allowing a finger to massage my rosebud as if Kor was tonguing me from behind. I was so involved in my dream world of the moment that almost the entire prep period was over before I blew the biggest load I ever remember blasting. I used my boxers to collect the entire mess because I couldn't leave any evidences, or someone might accidentally find it, and I'd be found out! I hid my soaked CK's in my locked desk drawer, lightly sprayed some air freshe ner around the room, and spent the day commando ... hoping nothing more would excite a second need, and its resulting embarrassment. The break between first and second periods began, and Korey came into my office. Of course, as my assistant, he always gathered the music from the files for the rehearsal schedule of the day, so there was nothing suspicious about him being there. But, when he came up to me and whispered that he wanted to borrow the key to my locked drawer, I became nervous because of what was already in there. However, this was my Kor asking, and somehow I couldn't refuse his request. As he opened the drawer... "Damn, Larry ... I mean Mr. F., sorry about the slip...won't happen when the other kids can hear...promise! But, are those what I think they are?" "Shhhhh, Kor, ... and yes! I had a little accident, and I figured I'd..." (Laughing ...) "So did I ... after my shower, when the other guys had already left the locker room. I was gonna hide mine in here to avoid anyone else knowing! Guess we really are tuned in to each other...our secret, though!" "After school, you can take mine home, and I'll keep yours ... so we both have something to enjoy tonight at our respective bed pillows. Just hurry, and get the music ready before the bell sounds! And sure as hell lock the drawer and give me back the key! I have to open the classroom doors ... the bell is about to ring!" "Mr. F., breathe! You're sweating a little. Here's the key! Be cool!" Jazz Band went off like clockwork! Both Kor and I showed no outward signs of anything unusual. That helped the rest of the day go smoothly as well. Marching Band took place right after lunch, and Kor took the group to the football field, and blocked out the week's show completely while I stayed in the office writing the corresponding script for the announcer. Since the P.E. Coach was on duty outside, I had that option, because proper faculty supervision was present on the field. Sometimes, I did the same for him when he needed to draw out new plays for the week's game. We cooperate a lot more than most Athletic and Music Directors usually do, which also leads to good relations between our student groups. After school, there was a rehearsal of "Sound of Music", our Spring Musical this year. Since I also ran the Drama department, a combined effort was not that difficult to manage. But I did need Kor to go pick up the boys, and supervise them at home while I stayed on campus for another two hours or so. He was happy to oblige, especially since I had shared Mr. J's suggestion with him, and we laughed about the coincidence. (I also promised not to forget the locked-up items of interest!) I arrived at the house about six o'clock, and found all three of my favorite people wrestling on the living room carpet. I beamed as I watched my guys enjoying time together, seeing just why my sons wanted Kor around as much as I do. Then, I noticed something that did surprise me a little...all three guys were wearing sports shorts and nothing else. My first thought was that wrestling was easier without the complication of pants, shoes, or shirts to get in the way of fast reactions. However, the longer I watched, the more I began to think otherwise! The way my two kids were all over Kor ... and ...and ... did I see their shorts tenting? Not just Kor's, but all three frontal pockets poking outward as bodies tossed and rubbed! Even Casey's? I excused it simply as human male reactions to various stimuli and not as sexual play. After all, Kor wouldn't seduce the boys, and Casey wouldn't yet be thinking about such things ... and Eaton? Well, he was a normal pubescent boy who would get hard at a fly landing on his crotch. "Oh, Hi, Larry ... I fed the boys already. So, I hope you don't mind a special dinner out on the patio for just us! The guys set it up with a table cloth and even a candle. Guess they want us to feel sort'a special ... like family or something. Man, I never knew this place had an ocean view through the tall pine trees, since the front window looks out on the Safeway store. I bet the sunset'll be real nice from here." "Fine. I need a shower, and then I'll join you all. I'm pooped. Hard rehearsal today. Act 1 was supposed to be all memorized, but those Jr. High kids playing the Von Trapp brood ... just not as used to getting work done as the HS cast members are. Be right out!" As I stripped and got into the shower, I heard a flow of piss hitting the water in my toilet bowl. It was Eaton... "Hey, Little Man, why you using my bathroom while I'm showering?" "Well, Papa ... I wanted to say something while we were alone, and I figured this was the only way to do it. Uh ... and if I'm wrong, just say so, and I'll never bring it up again! But ... uh ... you like Korey a lot, don't you!" "Of course! We all like him, don't we!" "Papa ... I think you know I mean more than that! You like Korey more than as a friend or a student! I may only be in 6th grade, but I do know stuff about older things! We guys at school and in scouts talk about a lot of different big-people junk. Well, not junk, actually ... but you know what I mean. Anyway, I know some guys like other guys ... and it looks to me that you and Kor ... well!" "Listen, Eaton! I have to be honest with you, and not lie ... but you have to keep it a secret. I could lose my job if anyone else found out. Can you do that for me, Son?" "Sure can! And so can Casey! He sees it too, even if I had to explain it to him when he asked about what he noticed. And Papa ... neither of us minds a bit! We decided that maybe, if we showed you by making your dinner nice ... that you would feel free to really be yourself, and so would Korey. Maybe someday, Kor will be part of the family! We hope so!" "Well, I'll be damned! You are so sharp! I had no idea that you were that aware of life! I am so lucky to have you as a son! Both of you! Now scoot while I get out and dry off. And don't forget ... I'm counting on both of you to keep this quiet!" "We know! And we promise we will! But it might just cost ya somethin'!" (Giggle*) I stepped out of the shower, thinking he had left the room, but there he was ... handing me my towel, and grinning from ear to ear as he looked me over from head to toe... "Eaton? Cost me what?" "Maybe nuthin', maybe sumthin' ... not sure yet! But you'll like it if you ever get a bill! Promise! See ya!" ... and out he went. I dried off, dressed, and headed to the patio to meet Korey. The two little guys headed for the video center in my study to occupy themselves while Kor and I had some time alone over dinner. Kor was quite the cook! He made a shrimp bisque with garlic toast, along with spinach salad and a Pot Roast that melted off the bone. I guess his Mother had taught him well about taking care of himself ... knowing that he'd be out on his own sooner than she wanted. And, oh yes, he had remembered to light the candle the boys had put on the table. When we finished the meal, and sat there long enough to follow the sun to its sinking past the horizon, Eaton's words about "Kor being family" kept hammering in my head. Did it show that clearly to everyone else? Or, was it just the fact that Eaton and Casey were so close to me that they could read me better than everyone else? I hoped the latter was the truth. If anyone at school had suspicions, they would have said something ... right? Right then, Korey scooted his chair right up next to mine, and leaned over toward me ... and kissed my cheek... "Larry ... relax, Man! It's fine! The boys and I talked this afternoon, and I answered them as simply as possible when they asked me if I loved you. I never mentioned sexual stuff. I just said I loved you like family. Casey asked if it was like `son' family or `brother' family. But before I could say which, Eaton answered Casey with `even more closer than those, bro. And someday, you'll know more what I mean by that!' I just nodded and said nothing more. But they knew how I felt. I know that because Casey hugged me, and Eaton jokingly called me `Uncle Kor'. I asked why he called me that ... and he said, `because I'm never gonna call you Mama!' That's when we got into that laughter-filled wrestling match as you came in the door." I was a little shocked that my sons were aware of, and accepting as they were of the situation. When I was a kid, even not that long ago, I didn't even know the word `gay' nor did we ever meet what was called back then...a homo; let alone have a male-male relationship in our own home. It was dirty ... yucky ... taboo, even to talk about it as a possibility before we hit High School Sex Ed class. Even then, if the teacher brought it up first, she would have been fired, no questions asked. Things have sure changed nowadays ... as early as fourth grade ... damn! After the sun set and our little confab finished, we cleared the dinner mess and went inside to get rid of the night chill that had just begun to hit our awareness. Korey said that he better head for the condo and get some rest for tomorrow's school. He had a test to do ... last section of the graduation exam, I suppose. I asked him if he needed any help with the material, and he said not, because it was the Math section, and he was a straight A student in that area. Figures! I'm not sure he has a single grade below a B in any subject ... the smarty-pants! But then, he took me into a wonderful embrace, and kissed me directly on the lips ... deeply ... romantically ... damn, even sexually packed; tongue and all! I lost all concern for the danger of it as I returned the kiss with as much vigor as he showed. I don't know how long it lasted, but in my heart ... it felt like part of eternity had begun. Neither of us wanted to break it off, but it was a necessity. Need I tell you why? I doubt it! When we did part our lips and tear our bodies away from one another, Korey stared deeply into my eyes and said... "After June 17th ..." and he backed out the front door, his gaze still locked on my facial expression that seemed to say back ... "God...I don't want to have to wait that long! But we both know..." I closed the door, locking it, and turning toward the living room, was tackled by two youthful bundles of energy... "Way to go, Papa ... Casey won the bet! But I'm glad I lost it." "What bet, you little...?" "That you two would kiss! That was a doozey! Better than the one in the movie we watched!" "Wait a sec, if you were watching the movie ... how'd you see..." "Well, Papa ... guess I'm gonna be a teacher like you, someday, and I gotta develop the skill of seein' a lot'a things goin' on in the classroom all at once! Besides, we sort'a spied through the door every so often! (Giggles from both boys*) You mad at us?" "Eaton, my sweet sweet boy ... no way I can be mad at you. If you two don't understand how things are, how can I expect you to be accepting of the real me? I'm just glad you two aren't mad at me or ashamed that I'm your Papa." "We'd never feel that way about you, Papa. You are ours, and we are yours...for good! That makes us happy, and we want you to be happy too!" "God ... I couldn't be any happier. You boys are my very life and being! And if Korey is added to the equation, so much the better! If not ... you two are enough for me! I love you both so much!" With that, we all headed to our bedrooms. Of course, I tucked Casey in, but I just told Eaton good night with a hug before he crawled under his covers. I figured he was getting old enough to be beyond the kiss and tuck thing. But then, the topic of the wrestling match came up... "Papa? When you and Kor practice after school ... uh ... you guys ever wrestle?" "No ... why do you ask that, Eaton?" "I dunno ... I just wondered if ... well ... if it happened to you when you wrestled, if you wrestled ...that's all." "If what happened, Eaton?" "If you both got a stiffy?... like I did when I felt Korey get one;" "Does it bother you that you got one, Eaton?" "Naw ... not really! I get `em all the time. A lot of the guys in my class do! Its' funny how many kids brag about getting' em! But ..." "But what, Son? You can feel free to talk it out with me anytime!" "Well ... uh ... on scout trips, I get `em when I watch the other guys play in the water. And ... uh ... when me and Matt share a tent, I kind'a have one all night long! And the last time we shared, I saw him play with his a lot, until he had a little fit sort'a like, and breathed funny. I asked him if he was OK, and he said he was real good! He asked me if I ever...you know...and I said yes, `cause I had felt around some here at home when I'm alone. So he took hold of mine, and made me feel real good too. I didn't know just how good it could feel until then. And that's when I found out I had some wetties too. Papa ... am I bad for letting him do that to me?" "Absolutely not! You are a very good boy. Most boys your age experiment with their dicks. It doesn't mean a thing at your age, Son. It's totally normal, a part of growing up as a boy! In a couple of years, you'll begin to notice the girls, and those stiffies will get even bigger and last longer. Eventually you will find the right girl, and get married ... and have a couple kids of your own. May sound yucky right now...but that's what happened to Morris and Anne, and that's why you and Casey are here." "If you say so ... but, Papa Larry? You never got married! You don't even like girls much! And if you and Korey love each other, you'll never have kids!" "Very true, Eaton...but I already have you and your brother as mine. I don't need any more." "So ... if I grow up and still don't like girls, will it still be OK?" "Son, it's way too early for you to worry about that as a possibility. Let things happen naturally. Just for the record, though ... no matter how things turn out, you will be special to me. I will love you the same, no matter what you decide later on in life. As long as it's the real you, and not you trying to be like me that reveals the truth...it will be OK. Honest. Now, go to sleep. I love you, Son!" "Papa, ... you can still kiss me g'night if you wanna! I'll never get too old for that from you!" I leaned down and gave him a loving kiss, and he grabbed my neck and clung to me like I was a long-lost puppy returning home... and then gave me a kiss copied after the one he saw me give Korey. I swear I felt his hard-on pressing my abs ... but I just plain ignored it on purpose. No way I was going to make a scene over it, and give him any kind of guilt complex. I knew so well how bad those were from my childhood experiences with my own Dad...Damn him!" I dragged myself to my own bedroom, stripped naked, and fell into my waiting cozy bedding, of course thinking of my Korey ... when a small figure appeared at my doorway in the dim light of the lamp post outside my uncovered window. I let my eyes focus again, and saw that it was Casey ... and he was sniffing and shaking a little as he stood frozen in the archway... "What's the matter, Pal? Have a bad dream?" "Dunno ... all of a sudden I started thinkin' of Daddy and Mommy, and I kind'a felt like they were in my room. Can I come jump in with you, Papa?" "Of course you can ... just let me get a pair of boxers on first!" He didn't wait for me to find a pair, he just ran over and crawled in next to me and held onto me for dear life. I know that he is nine-and-a-half years old, but right this minute, he seemed like I remembered him when he was six, and a thunder storm chased him into my guest room when I visited from out-of-town back then. Somehow, this little guy was always Unca'Lar's boy on a stormy night. Well, maybe even more often than that! I guess he chose me when Eaton was already cuddled up to Morris. I never did mind it...and neither did Morris. There was never any jealousy between my brother and me when it came to the boys. I suppose that was another reason why Anne had made sure I was the God Father with all the legalities that were included with the title. Right this minute, that distinction given to me was the most important thing ever granted me. I was here for my Casey's need! "Well, Kiddo ... wanna talk about what you thought happened?" "Uh...guess it didn't bother me that I thought they were there with me, but I sure wanted to just touch somebody real ... warm and loving real! I hope that's Ok, Papa." "You bet it's OK, Case! I'm here for you, anytime, and for any reason! And you know what? It's Ok too that you feel like Mom and Dad are still looking over you. They will always be in your heart...and ought to be! I know they still love you very much, even though they're up in Heaven. And I am also glad that they let me be the one to take care of you now! That was part of their love too...for both of us." I heard a sigh of relief from my little man, and then his fingers began to trace my chest as if he was checking out how real I was. I let him explore a while, all the time I couldn't help getting all boned up. This kid was unknowingly turning me on with his touching of my sensitive spots. I treated his exploration the same way I handled Eaton's physical response earlier. But I had to bite my lip a time or two to keep from giving any indication of my own reactions to his innocent seeking of security in my arms. I fell asleep holding my little Casey in my arms. By morning, I awoke finding him lying completely on top of me, with his legs squeezed together on either side of my morning woodie, and his mouth resting on my right nipple. Fuck! I lost it! My cock busted loose with a quart of hot juices that flew all over Case's back and legs. I shook like I was being tossed by an earthquake ... and of course, Casey woke up from all the movement underneath him. He turned his head until he was looking directly into my eyes, and the partial shock of his expression drilling right into me like a hot poker... "Uh ... Papa? What happened?" **************************************** End of Chapter Two