Date: Sat, 16 Feb 2008 10:45:24 -0800 (PST) From: Writer M Subject: carmine's Dilemma pt 1 Disclaimer: story contains sexual encounters of males, if you are underage or if it is not legal to read this than do not read past this point . For everyone else enjoy ! J would like to thank the person that wrote me with this cool idea whom I can not name but thank you so much! If you like this story please write me at writerm25@yahoo.com if you like this story you can also check out Luke's Awakening also on nifty. Carmine's Dilemma Part 1 Carmine was tall dark and handsome, he had everything that everyone else wanted. Money popularity and relative fame. He had the big life with fancy cars and the best of everything imaginable. He had no reason to work, his world was the party scene. He had nothing that he lacked nothing but love. With one glance his brown eyes melted the coldest of hearts, but the pain that hid behind those eyes told more than his brothers knew, they told the story of emptiness of longing and of need. Carmine had never wanted a girl or he could them by the dozens. The amount of problems that carmine had were very few unless you count the fact he was a gay man in a rich famous family, with paparazzi always around the corner. Always looking around his shoulder to avoid the most embarrassing thing that could ever happen Carmine on the cover of the latest tabloid. He search never finding his true love but as we all know life changes and this is Carmine's dilemma. David is a talented singer who has the most amazing large hazel eyes. Was not a clubber but this night he needed some fun, his life was all work and no play toy made David a very horny boy. David had always doubted his abilities until he had gotten a manager last year. David had very few people that he could depend on. He was a loner by choice but not because he had wanted to be the mysterious artist type it was because he had no one to share his life with. No one to love and care for no one to touch no one to be touched by. He had love ounce before. His name was Bobby Gillman, bobby had been paralyzed in an motorcycle accident and was in bad health since then. He had become angry and distant afterward, pushing David away and telling him to follow his dreams. David had always thought that distance was his only coping mechanism. Not long after the accident the doctors told bobby that he was not going to walk again. That news hurt David deeply, but what came next was worst of all was finding out that David had bone cancer and had up to five months to live. That was just three months ago even though it seemed a lifetime. David did not want to leave bobby's side, but bobby forced him to go saying that instead of staying there to watch him die. And that was how he got here. So far from home and so close to his dream. David was the entertainment for the newest club in the area, The Flaming Glass, he was the first act that the club hired this made David nervous because that meant that he had to be at the top of his game. The best part about singing was that he could sing to the hottest guy in the club and no one was the wiser. That was his little secret, and no one knew because if anyone found out all that he had worked for would be lost. Only true love was worth losing for fame, but who really found true love anymore? "Hey David, Are you ready to go on?" Angela said. Angela was a good manager but an even better friend. She was the only one who knew that he was gay. But Angela Harris was like his sister from the moment that they met. Yeah I am. David replied So David, Who are you going to sing to tonight? David looked over the crowd from behind the curtain. Looking form front to back David saw on one who peaked his interest. The doors opened and in walk the most glorious looking man that he had ever seen. His olive skin gleamed in the light of the moon that shone through the opened door making him look even better than any light in the club ever could. His dark brown curly hair was complimented by his red silk shirt was lions on the cuffs and collar and tailored white dress pants. Hey Angie come here! Who is that? David said pointing to the Italian man who he saw. Oh, that is Carmine Gotti Angie said. A rich kid who I have seen around at the different clubs around town. But I don't know much about him. Yet! Angie shot him the but I can find out look that she gave him when she wanted to assume the role as Angie Harris S.P.I. "Sexual Preference Investigator" they laughed. The emcee announced his name. the butterflies in the stomach seemed to fly at a thousand miles an hour. David took a deep breath. And walked onto the stage. As he began to sing he scanned the crowd he found Carmine. This is just like any other night. David thought. He is just like any other guy, and yes he is hot but you can't have him and a carrier. Carmine looked at the stage, he could see David's eyes staring at him or so he thought his eyes seemed to be speaking to him. That was almost impossible, why would he be looking at Carmine when there was the whole club to focus on? Hey How could that be? He was just looking in his direction, not at him he was just projecting. Or was he? As Carmine moved to the bar David's hazel eyes followed. Hey bartender, do you know who the new guy is? Carmine asked Yeah that's the new guy, David A. the bartender replied Maybe he was gay and then again maybe Carmine was just projecting his feelings onto this guy that he did not even know. There was one thing that he did know the guy could really sing. In every song Carmine could hear emotion in every note. He felt every pain, joyful and sensual moment that David sang as if drawing him a musical picture of his life. The love and the loss and made Carmine want him even more. His eye's seemed to sing only to Carmine as the hazel color changed from hazel to amber and back again. As the song ended David he thanked the crowd and went back to the dressing room. David's phone rang as he sat down vibrating the makeup beside it. Hello? David answered Hey Davie it's mom his mom replied. Pausing as she took a deep breath to compose herself. Oh hey mom, what's wrong? Davie it's ... It's bobby, he is gone. He died ten minutes ago. David could hear his mom speaking but could understand nothing more after. "he died" Mom I have to go! David hung up the phone. David did not know where but he needed to leave. He ran out of the back door into the alleyway running past Carmine as he was on his way to the dressing room. The tears cooled his cheek as they hit the night air of the pitch black alley. Why Bobby?! David screamed. He did not know what to do the world made no sense anymore. Bobby had been his first love and now he was gone. There was so much that he and bobby had to do. Why hadn't he stayed home. If he had then bobby would have been able to be there! Even if this was what Bobby wanted, bobby needed him and he was here in a alley instead of being at home. His tears flowed uncontrolled and with free only slightly easing the pain. Carmine was going to tell David how much he loved his voice, but when he ran past him with tears flowing down his face he followed. As David sunk down against the brick will Carmine walked over and knelt down next to him. Hey. are you okay? Carmine asked, brushing his hand against David's cheek That was the first time that David had anyone be so kind to him here. David lifted his head and looked into Carmine's eyes He looked so concerned and caring. He felt so much pain welling up in his heart that even though he did not know Carmine at all he started once again to cry, this time harder. Carmine did not know what to do his family was not good with emotions but he wanted David to feel comforted. Carmine wrapped his arms around his shoulders. It's going to be okay Carmine said, in a caring and loving tone David did not know why but he'd rested his head on Carmine's shoulder and began to cry. Releasing every ounce of sorrow from his heart. His embrace was so comforting that David wanted to stay there forever. All of a sudden the words that he felt poured out of him No not, Bobby! I loved him, Carmine I really loved him and now he is gone, gone Carmine gone! It's going to be okay, I promise. Carmine said. He did not know how but he would try. He could feel David's pain and he would do anything to make him feel better. What he did next surprised both of them. Carmine grabbed David's face and kissed him, kissed him deeply, longingly, lovingly. Like no other man had ever kissed David, his lips were so soft that David had forgotten why he was crying. David's body relaxed and melted into his embrace. David wanted to forget love, to forget loss, and to forget Bobby Gillman. It was working Carmine's kiss was more intoxicating than any drink and the smell of his Burberry cologne added to David's pleasure Carmine's hands roamed freely touching every part of his body. They were strong yet gentle. Carmine wanted to explore every part of David's body, he had never done anything like this before. Carmine wanted to savor every taste he licked David's neck and a moan erupted from deep within. Every inch of David tingled with new life. His body wanted more and his mind wanted love more than before. Carmine unbuttoned David's blue jean jacket and it slid to the ground making a soft surface for his back to rest on. Carmine removed David's t-shirt, lightly biting David's nipple. David arched his back, his body begging for more Oh, Carmine whispered David umm more, I need more. Carmine switched to the right side and nibbled a little harder. Licking his way down to David's abs until he got to his pants. He rubbed his bulge with his palm and the jeans became soaked with precum. Carmine bit onto the zipper with his teeth. Pulling slowly to increase his anticipation. Carmine had slowly pulled down his pants., and his precum soaked boxers. Carmine chuckled he woke navy blue boxers with bananas on them. ( They were his lucky pair, I guess in more ways than just one!). As he pulled them down he smelled the saltiness of precum drift into his nose. Carmine's erection tightened in his pants. He wrapped his mouth around the tip of David's manhood, and unlike some of the porn Carmine had seen he was really impressed. David had a thick nine inch power shaft. Carmine eagerly started to bob his head up and down "Oh Carmine, don't stop! David" said. David matched push for pull and pull for push, pushing harder and deeper each time until he reached the back of Carmine's throat. Suddenly David stopped. He pulled himself out of Carmine's mouth. He grabbed Carmine's hand and pulled Carmine to him kissing him deeply he quickly unbuttoned Carmine's shirt and pants slowly licking every inch of his olive skin. Starting at his neck and working his way down. Reaching his swelled nipples that perked with the cool night air. Working both nipples with his fingers "Oh David," Carmine moaned his thick Italian accent made David want to taste more of him. The way that he said his name made his heart melt. He worked is way to Carmine's abs and then his pleasure tool. He and David were and same size and David liked that fact he began at a slow pace "Yes, David!" Carmine said. More please! David increased his speed as Carmine matched pace. Before Carmine could cum David stopped, He grabbed Carmine's hand again. Carmine leaned down and picked up his wallet., this time he led him to the small apartment at the side of the building where the dressing room was. He pushed Carmine on the bed. And went to his dresser and pulled out some K-Y warming gel as well as a condom and placed them on the bed. David leaned against Carmine feeling raw flesh grinding together. Carmine?, David said Can I make love to you? Yes you can! Carmine replied excited but there was a hint of fear in his voice. David looked at Carmine taken aback, "Is this your first time? For the first time the confident was gone replaced by fear "Yes" Carmine murmured, looking timid and young. Well, I will be very gentle, ok? David said "Ok," Carmine said with a worried look on his face. David kissed Carmine as he sat cross legged and touched Carmine's body starting with the outer part of his arms, softly whispering calming words to him when Carmine was calm, David grabbed the Lube and asked Carmine to lay on his back, when he had David put lube on his pointer finger as he squeezed his nipple with the other hand. " Oh David umm," Carmine moaned David took the lube and slowly worked his finger inside of Carmine's love hole slowly working his rim. Oh David, yeah! Carmine felt sheer pleasure. Then David inserted a second finger, this time his back arched as he hit his prostate Oh my gosh, David don't stop! Carmine said He inserted a third finger which slid in with ease. Oh David, more, more Carmine moaned he was ready Now, Carmine? Are you ready? Oh yes! David, make love to me!, please Carmine begged. David slowly pushed the tip into his love hole. Carmine let out a grasp of pain as David stopped Staying completely still until Carmine relaxed Are you ready for more? Yeah, Carmine answered he moved his hips to signal David to go ahead. He pushed further until he was half inside. Carmine moaned in both pleasure and pain. After a few moments Carmine was ready for the rest of David's love muscle , he pushed it inside until the base touched the base of his love hole. He let it stay there a while until the slightest push made Carmine moan Oh David it is so big! David's love muscle twitched in response making a jolt of pure pleasure course through his body. Oh David, do that again please! Carmine begged .David obliged. This time he started to grind his hips, moving from side to side and back and forward. Oh , David do me please big boy! David screamed David started to push slow and hard. Oh I love it, it's so good don't stop! I want more, so much more. Now that David could do! David sped up as Carmine wrapped his let round David's waist. Pulling him into his arms Carmine kissed David deeply as he sped up faster, Carmine dug hid nails into David's back. David broke the kiss as he looked into Carmine's eyes. He felt himself getting ready to climax I'm going to cum! Ok! Carmine replied. I am ready Thrust his hips harder and faster than he had before faster and faster, hid body shook as he thrust his one more time. Oh, oh, oh, umm Carmine and he kissed Carmine deeply again. Don't think it is over! David said with a grin on his face, it is your turn. The lights of the club glowed as the door opened and Angie stood there tempted to just turn around but decided against it. With her head turned to their naked sweat soaked bodies. David, she cleared her throat, excuse me you are wanted back on stage Please Angie! Will you give me twenty five minutes? I am sort of in the middle of something! I see that she! Chuckled. Five minutes! she yelled as she shut the door "Rain check?" David asked No other choice, huh? Carmine said . "I guess not" David said. As he kissed Carmine. Part two cumming soon