Date: Thu, 6 Sep 2007 12:35:49 EDT From: ImJeff0882@aol.com Subject: My Roommate Nick, part 20 The following story contains graphic sexual scenes involving adult males. If material of this nature offends you then you should not read this story. Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age in most states you are not allowed to read this story by law. This story is mostly true. The names have been changed to protect the innocent. The author (Jeff Hunter) claims all copyrights to this story and no duplication or publication of this story is allowed, except by the web sites to which it has been posted, without the consent of the author. Positive comments are always welcome and you may e-mail them to ImJeff0882@aol.com Hi Everyone, I decided that I'd better get this started if I was going to finish it before school started. It's hard to believe that our last submission to Nifty was in March. We are doing great. We continue to have our ups and downs, the ups are great and often; the downs are not really that bad and few. They usually come when we have to make adjustments to our routine. I guess it always amounts to some kind of shift in power which I hear and read is to be expected when two guys are partners. I've read that woman have a more subtle way of gaining and holding on to power in a relationship, and that men struggle outwardly and against each other. I should know all about that in that I have an Italian mother who never openly castrates my father, but who is clearly in charge. Nick is determined to finish his Master's by the end of this school year. Therefore, he's been very busy at school, leaving a lot of what he had been doing here at the apartment undone. He's always been a bit of a slob and reluctant to do his share, but since I was the one who was always busy with school work, he did what had to be done. I did what I could. When the roles reversed and the clean up fell on me, he went to the extreme of not only NOT cleaning up after himself, but becoming a much bigger slob than usual. We finally straightened that out. I `got in his face' but good one day and now he at least picks up after himself. Anyway, I want to get into what has transpired since our last episode and focus on what I think will interest all of you and be enjoyable for me to write about. I'm going to leave aside all the day-to-day stuff in that I find that boring. I know some of you are more interested in that than the sex stuff, but I'm doing the writing so you'll have to put up with what I enjoy writing about. For those of you who are just into the sex, I know I tend to go on about what leads up to and what follows the sex, but I enjoy putting it all into context. There are three interesting occurrences that I could write about. I thought about writing about all three, but I think this will be far too long if I do. I don't get why I get complaints about that, but I do. I often wonder why people just don't read what they want and then come back to it. But, I've learned not to question. In reverse order, Nick and I went backpacking, hiking and camping in June. Kenny joined us for five days of our two week trip. Needless to say, Nick encouraged Kenny to jerk off with us. Remember, last year Kenny jerked off and tasted his cum. Well, Nick kept telling Kenny that since he jerked off with us last year, there was no good reason not to join us again. Kenny laughed a lot the first day while we were packing into this area where we wanted to camp. That night Kenny joined us in a jerk off session. Well, for the rest of our time with Kenny, hard-ons were common and never covered. We did have an interesting conversation with him. He told us that his wife asked him, after our last trip, if he saw us having sex or if he had sex with us. I was surprised, but then not really. He told her that we had gotten pretty horny and jerked off one day. I guess they had had a conversation about the various things they had done prior to marriage and he told her that he jerked off with various guys. When she found out I was gay, and knew that he and I were very close, she asked him if we had had sex. She knew about the shaving incident (remember, he was the one who shaved my pubes while I was drunk and asleep on a skiing trip), everyone in my family knows about that. He told her that on a couple of occasions, he and I jerked off in the same bed, but that we never did anything with each other. So, he told us that she knew he jerked off with us and that she thought guys were dogs but thought it was interesting, too. She told him she was fine with that but nothing else. Nick and I laughed and then, of course, Nick asked him, if he wasn't married would he do more and he said that he was curious but didn't spend much time thinking about it. He said that if he wasn't married he'd be chasing 18 year old girls and would never give a thought to a guy. But, he thought if the opportunity presented itself he'd surely be a top oral and anal and maybe try sucking dick, but could never see himself getting fucked. We also talked about his sex-life with his wife. Needless to say, and probably the reason Nick kept pushing him to talk about it; Kenny sported an erection while talking to us about it. He said they had a very active sex-life. He said that while she was pregnant she was extremely horny. She kept telling him he'd better `do' her because she figured after she gave birth she wouldn't let him near her for a long while. He said that he had more sex with her during those nine months than during the year and a half before, which was since their wedding. He said she was not the best at giving head, he had better, but that she was great in bed. He said that their sex life returned to normal after they gave birth and they are pretty active now. I was shocked when he told me that she's into the outdoors and risky places. He told us that one day he was at his in-laws watching a game on TV while they were outside playing with the grandchild. She came in to the living room, unzipped his pants, got him hard, pulled down her shorts and sat on him, fucking him until he came. He said that from where they were, they could see her parents sitting in the backyard. He said that at family dinners, she'll pull him into the bathroom and tell him to fuck her. I told him that from now on I was going to keep on eye on them. He said, "You'll see, she'll decide she's horny and then we'll be gone." I had a raging hard-on listening to him. So did he. So, the short story is that we hiked and camped and hung out naked and jerked off a couple of times a day. He clearly enjoyed watching me and Nick jerk off and had no qualms about us watching him. And, of course, he asked me to perform my self-suck trick for him and I did. I still don't get why that is so exciting to watch. I get that it is interesting, but not sure that I get the "Oh fuck," excitement part of it. This time, however, Nick fucked me while I had my legs over my head. If I get into telling you about Danny, I'll describe this. The other interesting occurrence was that Danny decided to do oral sex with us. I might write about that if this doesn't get too long. But the third occurrence and the one that happened first, at the end April, was with someone Nick and I came upon in a park. His name isn't Brad, but I love that name. I wish my name was Brad. I told Nick that if we have a son, we are calling him Brad. He said we can't because I keep using that name in stories. And, besides that, he said, "I want our son to have a more Italian sounding name." He's becoming a lover of all things Italian. I think he has a crush on Kenny. I received my Master's Degree. Of course, my parents were here. Matt and his fiancée came. Nick's mom sent a gift (that was very special). Kenny and Anthony and several other cousins were here also. We all went to dinner. It was wonderful. Many hugs, kisses and "I'm so proud". It was a wonderful day. Well, I'm about to proof this for the first and only time. It's long. Sorry, but I can't do this and not do it in a way that is enjoyable for me. I know I ramble on, but that's what makes it interesting for me. This time Nick had a lot of input in that I kept asking him what he remembered and how he saw things. He'd join me at my lap top and play with himself. We both had fun reliving this. Part 20, (fuck can there really be 20 chapters to this.) People (friends, cousins, Nick's brother and fiancée) have asked us if our sex life has changed since we became boyfriends. Nick and I have been fucking for almost three years now. Our three year anniversary is in three months, and the amount of sex we have hasn't really changed much. There are times when we skip a day and there have been times, now and again, when we'll only have sex three or four times in a week, but most of the time it is daily, or nightly, and more than once on weekend days. Our sex play hasn't changed either. Sometimes we give each other blow jobs and go to sleep or leave for school. Other times, we give each other head and then fuck. Sometimes I get fucked, sometimes Nick gets fucked. And, of course, there is always the betting on football games and half-time. Nick still adds excitement by coming up with kink, but it stays pretty tame. We've decided that we like outside sex. We haven't stopped the parking lot blow jobs. We've stopped along our running path a few times to jerk off. We've gone to make-out places and had sex. Nick heard about this area (it's about an hour drive from us) where local gay men gather, or maybe they are straight guys looking to suck dick. It's a park with hills and trails and places where you can hide. We went for the first time last April on a Friday before noon. He loves to do this cruise thing, like we did at the porn arcade. I've asked him several times why this is such a turn on for him. His answer finally came down to the fact that he thinks he was an ugly kid until he arrived at college. I doubt that. He says no one ever looked at him and he never thought he could get with the girls or guys he was hot for, and that everyone thought he was a loser. I doubt that also. So, now he likes to have me walk around as though I'm alone and he likes to imagine that everyone there is wanting me and that he comes along and takes me, to everyone else's surprise. I guess that's the video he has going on in his head, but the truth is that each time we've done this he has had a trail of guys after him. When we go dancing, there are always guys hitting on him. He used to worry that I'd get jealous or angry, but actually I enjoy watching him flirt and play and watching the guys flirt back with him. By now, most of the people who are at the place we go to, know us and know we are a couple. So, they seem to flirt with him even more. He has his group of "friends" there, and when I decide not to dance for a while and Danny and I get off the dance floor, Nick is never out there alone for long. So, we drove to this park (By the way, I told Nick, after the Senator Craig story, that we are not doing this anymore. He said that since we are not picking up anyone, there is not a problem. But I said no more of this going to a park and he finally agreed). I was wearing my baseball cap and sunglasses, a hoody (hooded sweatshirt) that zippers up front and jeans. Nick was wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses, a hoody like mine and shorts. We parked the car. He headed into the park and started hiking around looking for this area he heard about. I followed about a hundred yards behind. He told me that if and when he found what he was looking for, he would call me on my cell and tell me where to find him if we got separated. Sure enough after about ten minutes I had no idea where he was. I was hiking along one of the trails when my cell rang. He told me that he found the area. After about fifteen minutes of trying to find each other I saw him ahead of me. When he saw me, he hung up. I could feel my heart beat quicken and my face warm as my dick began to harden. As I looked around me, I realized that the few men on the path were not hiking but slowly walking and checking each other out. A few of the guys were young, probably in their late teens or very early twenties; probably from one of the local colleges. Some of the men were much older. They seemed to be trailing the younger guys and not each other. I kept my eyes on Nick, who was being followed by one guy who looked to be around our age. He would walk past Nick glancing at him as he pasted him, and then slow down or stop to let Nick pass him. Nick began walking toward me. He walked up to me, glanced at me but passed me by. I almost laughed. The guy following him glanced at me and nodded. I nodded back. When I turned to check out where Nick was going, I noticed a guy following me. He looked to be about eighteen or nineteen and very cute. He had straight light brown hair, deep blue eyes, very long lashes, straight white teeth, these wonderful cushy lips and a warm but nervous smile. He said hi. I nodded and smiled. My heart was pounding. At times like this, I'm not sure if I love Nick and find him exciting, or if I hate him for making this so risky. Then I calmed down and realized that I wasn't in this to hook up or be rejected by someone. This is a game and I knew the outcome. I was going to get a blow job from and give a blow job to, Nick. Nick turned and started walking back towards me. I stopped. I think the young guy thought I was stopping for him. He smiled and moved his hand over his crotch showing me his bulge. I smiled at him, but then glanced back at Nick. The young man looked back toward Nick who was still being followed by that guy. Nick looked at me and smiled. He walked toward me. The young guy looked back and forth at us. I know I'm weird but I started feeling bad and felt as if he thought I was rejecting him. Nick walked past me and touched his crotch. I guess that's the signal for, `let's play'. I guess I was supposed to follow Nick, but I just stood there. Nick kept walking. Slowly, I started following Nick. The young guy walked up to me and said, "Do you two know each other?" I looked at him sheepishly and said, "Yeah, he's my partner. He likes to play like this." I guess I could have lied, but I'm not good at that, especially when I'm caught off guard. The young guy smiled and said, "That's hot. Do you guys know where to go so it's cool?" "I don't," I said. "Do you guys mess with other guys?" "No, we just mess with each other." Again, I felt bad. "That's cool." He looked disappointed. "Why'd you come here?" he asked. "It's kind of hot to have sex outside with other guys around." He smiled, "So you're okay with me watching you guys," he said. "Yeah, that's cool, or hot," I said and smiled. "Cool, I'll show you a place that's out of the way, and you can hear if anyone comes along." He seemed nervous but confident, shy but excited. I looked toward Nick. I motioned to him with my head to follow us. He looked puzzled, but quickly started walking our way. I thought that he must be thinking that I picked up this kid and we were going to have our way with him. Knowing Nick, he'd have a hard-on thinking about that. "My name is Brad," he said. "Hi, I'm Jeff and my partner's name is Nick. How old are you?" I asked. He smiled, "I'm legal; I'm nineteen." He looked at me as we kept walking down this winding path. I'd look behind to make sure Nick was following. His friend was about ten yards behind him. "You both look like you're twenty-three or four." "Yeah, I'm 24 and Nick is 23." It felt as if I was on my first date for some reason. It was weird, I knew we weren't going to have sex, but I also knew he was going to be watching Nick and I and that I was about to see him naked, or at least semi-naked and it was exciting me. My dick was staining against my jeans. I wondered if his was also. I knew Nick's dick was probably dripping pre-cum as he followed us with his friend following. (I've got to take a break here. I'll explain later.) (Okay, I'm sorry about that, but just to let you know, we're at home right now. I told Nick that I was going to write about this and talking about it got him horny. It's Saturday afternoon and Nick was working in the living room. I was sitting on my bed with my laptop on my lap. Nick has had some music on. Music that helps him write. He put on Tina Turner's "Let's stay together" and danced his way into the bedroom naked with a hard-on and a big smile on his face. He said he couldn't do anymore until he had me. So, now after 69ing and swallowing each other, I'm back. Sorry for the blow by blow account .) We arrived at this place where we were going to leave the path. We waited for Nick. I said to Nick, "He figured out that we knew each other, so I told him we're boyfriends and like to play this game." Nick nodded, checking out Brad. "I told him we weren't into three-ways but he could watch." Nick, being more brazen than I, said, "Touching is okay with us. Is it okay with you?" Brad said, "Yeah, sure, that's great." About that time, the other guy showed up. He was about twenty-five or six or so and average to good looking. He said, "What's up." Nick said, pointing to me, "He and I are boyfriends. We're not into sex with other guys, but like the outdoors. What's your thing?" He said, "Sucking cock." Nick said, "Well, if you want to watch and get a hand in here and there that's cool, but we're not into sharing each other." The guy nodded. Nick said, "You guys into each other?" Brad nodded. We looked at this other guy and instantly I knew, feeling very protective of Brad all of a sudden, that if this guy said no, I was going to tell him to get lost. I have this thing that happens and Nick tells me about it. I can get very protective. The other guy looked at Brad and said, "Yeah, sure, if he is, I am for sure." I looked at Brad who was smiling. I felt like such a big brother. I said, "I'm Jeff, this is Nick and this is Brad." "I'm Gary," he said. Brad began leading the way. I walked with Brad and Nick walked with Gary. The path we were now on was pretty narrow. I looked at Brad and smiled. He smiled back. "How far is this place," I asked. "Not far. There's a tree up ahead and then a small clearing. No one really comes back here, but if there's someone here there's another place a little further on." I said, "You've come here a lot," and smiled. "No, not really, but I've followed guys and then sat back and watched," he said nervously. "I'd come up here watch guys have sex and I'd jerk off. Sometimes I'd just come up here and get naked and jerk off even though there's no one here." "Now you're into picking up guys?" "I've only done it one time and we just jerked each other off. Not a lot of guys my age hang out here and the ones that do want money. I've seen Gary before, but I was too afraid to try." "You weren't afraid with me." "You seemed nervous like me." I smiled and nodded. "What made you think I knew Nick?" "I saw you guys get here together," and laughed again. "I got here when you did and was across the street when you got out of your car. I followed you." I laughed. "I was hoping you'd come up here. I was kind of checking you out and trying to get up the balls to hit on you." I felt my face warm. "So where are you from?" I asked. "I'm from it's a small town just south of . There's the tree," he said. I nodded. "So, it's okay to touch you?" he asked. His voice sounded nervous, or excited. "Yeah, it's fine. Actually, I'd love it if you did," I said. I noticed that his ears were all red. He asked, "And you'll touch me?" "If you want," I said. "Would you mind jerking me off?" I laughed and said, "I'd love to." "I can cum twice when I'm really turned on," he said as if he was assuring me, or letting me know that he was in for the long haul. I smiled and wanted to say that I could also, but I didn't. As we got to the tree, Brad moved his hand to my crotch and pushed against my erection. He smiled. I put my hand on his crotch and could feel his. I looked around. No one seemed to be in the area. Nick and Gary were about ten yards behind us talking. I continued pushing my hand into his crotch. He was pushing back against my hand. He gently rubbed his fingers against my crotch. "So, are we okay here?" I asked him. He nodded. I unzipped my sweat shirt (I didn't have a shirt or underwear on, neither did Nick) and then unsnapped and unzipped my jeans. I watched as he became fixated on my chest. He moved his hand to my chest and began running his fingers very tentatively over my abs. His eyes moved down to my crotch. I unbuttoned and unzipped his pants and reached in and grabbed his erection. He pulled his pants down to his ankles and then his boxers. It was about then that Nick and Gary joined us. They began undressing. I took Brad's hand and moved it into my jeans. He took hold of my cock and squeezed. I let my jeans fall to the ground. Brad said, "Oh fuck," as we touched each other's cock and balls. It felt like he was shaking. Nick moved in as did Gary. The four of us began touching each other. Brad's dick was much like Nick's; about seven inches, cut and average thickness. His balls were large and hung nicely. His pubes were scarce and his balls were hairless. His chest was naturally smooth. He was about 5 feet 8 inches and looked to weigh about 120-130 lbs. He was very cute; boyish looking. He had a remarkably tight and round ass. I had a hard time keeping my hands off of it, and he loved having me play with it. He pulled his tee shirt over his head so that it sat over his arms and neck. His chest was lean and undeveloped. Gary's dick was about six inches, cut and thick. His pubes were not trimmed and his balls were hairy. His chest was smooth but he had a nice treasure trail as I think it is called. He was close to six feet and weighed about 160. Nick moved and backed me up against this tree. He got down on his knees and began sucking my dick. Both Gary and Brad watched. I kept playing with Brad's dick as he ran his hand up and down my stomach. Gary moved in front of Brad and began touching his dick. Nick turned and said to Brad, "Would you like him to blow you?" Brad nodded. Nick said to Gary, "Go ahead and give him head." I glanced at Nick and then at Gary who seemed to obey Nick as he knelt in front of Brad. He opened his mouth and leaned into Brad. I looked at Nick. He stood up and began kissing me and whispered, "He said he wants my cum. I told him I'd jerk off in his mouth if he'd take your cum and Brad's cum. He said okay." Nick looked at me. "What do you think?" I said, "I'm fine with that." I leaned over toward Brad who was enjoying his blow job. "He wants your cum." Brad nodded as he watched Gary sucking him. He said to me, "Will you still jerk me off; I can cum twice." I nodded. Nick leaned into Brad and whispered something. I couldn't hear him, but Brad nodded and smiled. I asked Nick what he said and he whispered into my ear, "I told him that if he'd like to jerk us off the three of us could play later." I said, "You're such a dog." He laughed and knelt down and began sucking me. As Brad was getting head he was watching Nick suck my dick. I put my hand behind Brad and started playing with his beautiful ass. I ran my finger over his ass crack. He reached around and spread his ass cheeks with his hands. I moved my finger to his hole. He moaned while he looked at me. Is there anything hotter than a cute nineteen year old in heat? Those blue eyes and long lashes, and he moans. I moved my hand and spit into it and then moved it to his ass again. He bent again making it easy for me to get to his hole. Nick stopped sucking my dick and watched. I spread my spit over his hole and pushed my finger in. He was tight but he pushed against my finger hard. I was in to the knuckle and moving my finger around inside of him. Nick moved to the other side of Brad and began licking Brad's nipples. Three guys on Brad, and he was into it. Brad put one arm over my shoulders and his hand on Nick's. He turned and buried his face in my neck and began kissing my neck and shoulder and moaning. I watched Gary sucking him and listened to Brad whizzing. I was rock hard holding him and hearing the sounds he made. (a man moaning gets me crazy) Gary kept sucking Brad and sucking him hard. I could feel Brad's prostate getting larger and rock hard. I moved my finger over it, pressing into it. Brad moaned, "Oh fuck," as his body began to shake all over. Nick and I were supporting all of his weight as his legs began to shake almost violently as Gary kept sucking on Brad's dick and I kept finger fucking him. Brad was moaning and groaning and whizzing. He was cumming hard. As it turned out this was his first blow job to orgasm. Finally, I slipped my finger out his hole. Gary looked up, licking his lips and said, "Fuck, dude you cum like a fuckin' fountain." Brad was still holding on to me and shaking. He was still hard and every once in a while his hips arched forward as if he was still cumming. I smiled at Nick. He smiled at me. Suddenly, I thought I knew what Brad needed. What I always need after I cum hard. I moved him toward me, so that we were chest to chest, to hug him if he wanted. As I did he moved into me and wrapped his arms around me with his arms reaching around my neck. I'm about three or four inches taller than him, so I bend a little so that our faces were flat against each other's. He wrapped his arms around me even tighter and buried his face in my shoulder. I stood holding him. He seemed so light and fragile in my arms, like a little boy. He was still breathing hard. His hard dick was pressed into me as mine was pressed into him. He held on for about a minute or two and then let go. Gary said, "If you guys want me to blow you, I will." Nick said, to my surprise, "We'll just jerk off into your mouth, if that's okay." Gary nodded. Nick started jerking off, rubbing his dick over Gary's face every once in a while. Brad and I watched. I started jerking off. Brad played with my balls. I noticed him looking at me. I looked at him and smiled. He smiled back. I could tell that Nick was getting close. He had Gary by the hair and kept running his dick over Gary's lips and tongue as he jerked off. I was getting close, too. I moved closer to Gary. Brad moved so he could watch. Nick held Gary's head by the hair as he pushed his dick into Gary mouth and began cumming. Gary seemed to be in ecstasy as he moaned loudly and jerked hard on his dick. "I'm close," I said. Nick kept hold of Gary's hair and turned his face toward me. Gary was still swallowing the last of Nick's load. I pushed my cock into his mouth and began cumming. Gary moaned and sucked hard on my cock as I dropped my load. I noticed that Gary was cumming. Luckily, he didn't shoot but rather dribbled or I would have had cum all over my pants and shoes. We each dressed. We began our walk to the path. When we got to the path, Nick said to Gary, "Well, dude, it's been fun." Gary nodded his head and walked off. I said to Nick, "That was kind of cold." "No, that's what he wanted. He told me that he's a cum pig, to use his words. He said he just wanted our cum and then he'd just take off. He said he loves sucking cock and eating cum. I told him that he could probably suck Brad but not us but that I'd jerk off in his mouth. He said that was cool." Nick said to Brad, "He said that he's seen you before, but that he didn't think you looked like you'd be into what he's into." Brad said, "What did he think I'd be into?" Nick smiled, "Sex and huggy kissy stuff." Brad looked embarrassed. I said, "That's what I'm into, too, dude." Nick said, "Me, too; but if you ever see him here and you're into just getting your dick sucked, I'm sure he'd love to get you off." Brad smiled and nodded. I said, "So, you, who can cum more than once, do you want to." Brad smiled and nodded. Nick, the guy who is always up for sex said, "Is there someplace close by that we can get some food. I'm starved. Then we can get into it again." Brad said, "You're not going to change your mind are you?" I smiled and said, "I promise you." I looked at Nick wondering what his story was. We went to a small Mexican restaurant nearby. Nick seemed to be grilling Brad about his college classes. Brad was a Math major. I was impressed. When Brad went to the bathroom I asked him what was up and he told me that he didn't think Brad was more than sixteen. I was shocked. Brad said that he graduated high school last year and was attending a local university. I said to Nick. "Wouldn't he be in school right now if he was in high school?" He looked at me and said, "What, you never cut classes?" Oddly, I never did. When Brad returned I just put it to him. "We're wondering if you are really nineteen and in college. Nick thinks you look really young." Brad smiled and nodded. He took out his wallet and said, "If I'm nineteen then it's all cool, right?" Nick nodded and said, "Yeah, sure." Brad took out two forms of identification which I thought was funny. He looked at his driver's license and college ID card and said, "My name isn't Brad," as he held onto them and then said, "and now you're going to know where I live." Nick said, "Look I don't care what you're real name is and we're not going to come to your house." He nodded and handed us his ID. He was nineteen; just nineteen. His name was not Brad. We handed him back his ID. Nick said, "Sorry, it's just that you look a lot younger. I mean, you're body is very boyish." Brad nodded and said, "I didn't reach puberty until I was almost sixteen. I guess I'm still developing, or at least I hope so." I asked, "How experienced are you sexually?" "The only experience I've had was with a boyfriend I had for a few months. He broke up with me last month." He looked sad. "We mostly kissed and sucked each other and jerked off until we came. We never fucked. He thought that was dirty." Nick laughed. I said, "Nick loves fucking, getting fucked or fucking me. That's why he laughed." Brad looked at Nick and said, "Fuck, he's so big, how do you let him fuck you." Nick smiled and said, "How did it feel having his finger up your ass when you came?" Brad blushed and said, "I never came like that before." Nick said, "Well, it takes a while, but I got used to his big dick and when he fucks me, I cum like you did." Brad looked at me and smiled. "Fuck, that's hot." I laughed. We finished our lunch. Nick paid for the three of us. When we left the restaurant Brad opened his cell phone and made a call. He had stepped away from us so we couldn't hear him. He came back and said, "My roommate said we could use our apartment. I mean, it's only one room, but he said he'd be out until dinnertime." Nick said, "You told you're roommate that you picked up two guys?" "No, just one. He's gay. He's cool. We went to high school together. He brings guys home all the time and I stay at the library until they leave, so he owes me." He didn't live near the park. He had taken public transportation, so he rode with us to his apartment. It was a room above a garage. They had a small kitchen, a toilet in a small room that also had a shower in it. Their living area was where they hung out, studied and slept. It was a mess and smelled like dirty socks. I looked at Nick and smiled. He shook his head. Brad was trying to straighten up his bed. Nick leaned into me and whispered something. I nodded. Nick said, "Brad, how about this. Do you have to be here tonight?" "Why?" "Well, I was thinking, rather than do this here. Why don't we take you home with us and then we'll bring you back in the morning. I mean, if you trust us." He looked at me. I said, "We have a sofa that opens to a bed, you can use that, or if you feel uncomfortable with that I can drive you back tonight, or if you want, we can go back to the park, but this doesn't feel okay with us." He looked around. "It is kind of messy." He looked at me and said, "I guess I can trust you guys. You both seem cool." Nick said, "I promise you, nothing is going to happen. But, look we're cool with the park." "No, let's go to your apartment. Can I tell my roommate where I'm going?" Nick opened his wallet and handed Brad his driver's license. I suddenly realized how much out of the ordinary this was for us. I wondered why we were doing it. We've never picked up guys and taken them home. But this was just one small step after another. And for what? To jerk off with some kid who seemed like a really nice guy. I told Brad we'd wait outside for him. As Nick and I were leaving he stopped me and said, "You're not going to take off, are you?" I smiled and told him that we'd wait. Nick and I stood outside and talked about what we were doing. Neither of us had any idea why we were going out of our way to jerk off with this young man. I asked Nick if we should try to get out of it or if we should just go in and jerk off with him and go home. It seemed like the easiest thing to do. "No," Nick said. "First off it sounds hot." I laughed and said, "If you say, first off, then there has to be a second off." He laughed and said, "You'll be the second off." I laughed. "No, I think he's sweet and he seems to be into this and it kind of feels like if we blow him off now he'll take it as a bad experience." I laughed. "I'm serious. He's not very confident. Fuck, when I was nineteen I was so afraid of being rejected. If I'd come this far with two guys and they just blew me off, I'd be feeling like such a loser. And Jeff, believe me, he's into you in a big way." I nodded. Nick looked at me and said, "Fuck, he had a boyfriend who thought fucking was dirty and would suck dick but then have him jerk off to cum and then broke up with him." I said, "Yeah, well just as long as you're admitting that this all turns you on, too." He smiled. I said, "Okay, but let's keep it simple. It'll be fun jerking off with him. Let's not take it anywhere else. He seems like a sweet kid. Let's make this fun for him." We sat there. I said, "You know, I don't know if when I was nineteen I would have had the balls to go home with two guys." Nick nodded. "We'll probably have to bring him back tonight. Are you up for that, or are you going to make me drive him back." Nick smiled, "Yeah, I'll drive back with you." "What's with the smile?" I asked "Let's really get into him. Kind of tell him he's really hot and make him feel good." He laughed again. "That's funny." "What?" "What he said to you. I can cum twice." Brad walked out to the car with his backpack looking like he was going away for a weekend. He said, "I told my roommate that I'd call him tonight." Nick smiled at Brad and said, "I promise you we are not dangerous guys and we'll take you home anytime you want." Brad said, "Well, I thought you might want me to stay for the weekend, so I brought my books and enough cloths." Nick and I laughed as we pulled into traffic. Brad finally asked, "Why are you laughing?" Nick turned around and looked at Brad and said, "We were figuring that you'd probably want us to take you home tonight and that we'd have to drive back and then home again and then you pack for a weekend." Brad smiled and said, "I just thought if you didn't want to make the trip so soon I should have my books." Nick and I looked at each other and smiled and nodded. Nick talked to Brad most of the way home, asking him about when he first thought he was gay. Nick told him our story. Nick asked him what kind of guy turned him on. Nick later told me that when he asked Brad that, Brad's eyes darted toward me and then back at Nick. He said that Brad shrugged and blushed. Nick said, "That's cool, he turns me on, too." Brad said, "You're hot, too, but Gary was already following you, so I figured you'd probably go off with him." I glanced into the rear view mirror at Brad who glanced up at me. I remembered what he said about seeing us get out of the car and then following me hoping he could hit on me. I smiled at him and said, "Nick turns me on, too." He nodded. Nick, being Nick, asked, "Do you have a hard-on now?" Brad said, "Yeah, since before we left." Nick laughed and said, "You've had a hard-on all this time?" Brad said, "Yeah." Nick looked at me and said, "I want to be nineteen again." I said, "I don't want you to be nineteen again." Brad laughed as if it was the funniest joke he'd heard in months. Nick smiled and looked back at Brad and said, "I'm not that much older than you." Brad said, "Yeah, but I think nineteen is the peak. After that it's downhill." I laughed. Nick said to me, "Asshole, you're a year older than me. This youngster is challenging us." I laughed and said, "I'm not foolish enough to take him up on that. I remember being nineteen and hard all the time." Nick glanced back at Brad and laughed. "I think I can keep up with you." Brad said, "Cool, sounds like fun." I just shook my head. Nick said, "I don't believe you're hard. Let me see your dick." Brad said as he unzipped his pants and pulled them over his knees, "You don't have to say you don't believe me like I have to prove it, so you can see my dick." I glanced around quickly as he waved it in the air. He was hard. "You can just tell me you want to see it and I'll let you." Nick said, "I'm not going to have to ask when we get to the apartment. We hang out in the nude. You're going to be naked the whole time you're at our apartment." "Oh wow, so you'll be naked the whole time?" Nick nodded. "Fuck, that's cool." I just kept shaking my head. Somehow, I thought this kid was going to do just fine holding his own . I thought that while Nick was trying to build this kids ego while he stayed with us that someone was going to have to build Nick's when he left. When we arrived home, Brad entered the apartment and looked a bit hesitant. I said, "Why don't you call your roommate and tell him that you're here." He nodded and stepped outside and made his phone call. When he came back in, I handed him a fresh bottle of water. He nodded and said thank you. The three of us sat down in the living room. He looked nervous. I said, "If at anytime you want me to take you back, just say so. No problem at all." "I'm cool," he said. "When do we get naked?" Nick stood up and began to undress. Brad undressed throwing his cloths across the room into the corner. Nick went into the bedroom as I undressed. Brad sat on the sofa, his dick pointing to the ceiling, watching me undress. "You're dick is big," he said. "It's not that much bigger than yours," I said. "How big is it," he said, standing up and walking toward me. "It's the biggest I've seen. Can I measure it?" "Yeah, I guess," I said. He walked over to his pack and pulled out a ruler. I laughed, "You always carry that with you?" "Yeah." Nick came back into the living room. He was hard. He looked at me and smiled. Brad had one hand on my dick, holding it steady as he began measuring the length of my dick. Nick said, "Wait let me get him good and hard." He knelt down, took hold of my dick and began sucking on it. Brad watched. I watched as Brad's dick began pulsing up and down on its own. I reach out and took hold of his dick and began stroking it. He stood closer to me and put his arm around my waist. He never took his eyes of Nick sucking my dick. I felt Nick biting down on the shaft of my dick and gently dragging his teeth over my cock head. That always gets me really hard. Nick stood up and said, "It's all yours," to Brad. Brad said, "To suck it." Nick looked at him and said, "To measure." We watched as Brad carefully took his measurements. "Eight and a half, maybe five eighths," he announced. I laughed. He turned toward Nick, took hold of his dick and measured his. "Seven and a quarter," he announced. He stood up and handed me the ruler. I took hold of his dick. It was so hard and up against his stomach that when I tried to pull it down parallel to the floor I felt it resisting. I glanced at him and said, "You're hard like a fuckin' rock," as I squeezed his dick. Nick grabbed Brad's dick and squeezed. I noticed a bead of pre-cum forming on his dick head. Brad took hold of his dick and pulled it down away from his stomach. I measured his dick. "Seven, no, seven and an eighth," and smiled at Nick. "Damn," he said. "So, you're like 20 or 21% bigger than me. That's a lot." Nick laughed, "You just figured that out in your head." Brad said, "Yeah, I'm a math major. Twenty percent more dick is a lot more dick," he said and smiled. "I mean if I had twenty percent less dick," he said smiling. We laughed. "So, do I get to jerk both of you off?" Nick said, "Yeah sure and then Jeff will jerk you off and then I will." "Cool," Brad said. I said, "Do you want to do us both at the same time or one then the other." Brad said, "Can we do it like before?" Nick asked, "How?" "I can jerk you off," Brad said to me. "And I can put my finger in your butt like you did to me and Nick can kiss you and lick you. Then you guys can do that to me. Then we'll do it to Nick, I'll jerk him off and then you can do me." Nick said, "Yeah, but then you're cumming twice and we only get off once," jokingly. Brad said, "Yeah, that's true. Well, I can jerk you off again, or if you want you two can suck each other and I could watch, like you were doing in the park." Nick nodded and then said, "Or you could watch Jeff fucking me." Brad's eyes went wide. "Oh wow, that would be hot. Yeah, wow, cool." I shook my head and rolled my eyes. Nick smiled at me. Brad said, "How about if I jerk you off first," to me. Nick pushed me down on the sofa. I sat back. Brad knelt down between my legs. Nick squirted lube onto my dick. I watched Brad take hold of my erection and watched as he began sliding his fist up and down my cock. Nick sat beside me touching my chest and watching Brad. Nick and I looked at each other and kissed. Brad's hand felt wonderful. This is one thing that Nick and I hardly do anymore. Masturbate each other. He stroked my dick for a while and played with my balls. Then he spit into his hand. Nick said, "Here, use lube." Brad put out his hand. Nick said to me, "Lift your legs." I scooted down a bit and then pulled my knees to my chest watching Brad through my legs. Nick bent forward and said, "Nice hole," isn't it?" Brad, staring at my asshole, nodded and glanced up at me and smiled. I was feeling embarrassed. There's something weird about two guys looking at and touching my asshole. Nick said, "Okay, slide one finger in slowly." I felt Brad's finger move into me. Again, he glanced up at me. "Move it around," Nick said. Brad did. Okay, now put two fingers in. Brad did. Nick got off the sofa and said, "Okay keep your fingers in." He moved behind Brad. "Lift up your butt." Brad did. Nick took his lubed finger and slowly inserted into Brad's butt. Brad's looked to be enjoying it. Nick said, "Okay, see where my finger is inside of you." Brad nodded. "Put your finger there inside Jeff and move it around." I felt Brad's fingers moving. "That's where your prostate gland is and it will get bigger and harder when you're about to cum. That's what Jeff was touching when you came before." Brad nodded. Nick sat down beside me again. "When Jeff gets close you'll feel it getting hard and when he cums that's when you rub your fingers over it. Not hard, but just move your fingers over it." Brad went right back to stroking my dick and playing inside my ass. I was getting close. Brad must have felt my prostate because he immediately glanced up at me as his fingers moved over it. I said, "Yes, that's it." Nick began licking my nipples. I gripped the sofa cushions and straightened my legs and then locked Brad between them. He continued stroking my dick and moving his fingers in my ass. Nick sat back and watched as he ran his hands over my chest and stomach. Brad was intently focused on my dick. He moved close in on me and seemed to be looking right down my piss hole. "I'm going to cum," I said. "Brad, oh FUCK," I whizzed. My legs were shaking as cum erupted from my dick and hit Brad. My cum shot into the air and landed in his hair, on his neck, and face. I watched as he moved even closer and rubbed my cock over his chest. I finally had to stop him. He kept jerking my now very sensitive dick. He pulled his fingers from my ass. I lay back and began to laugh. My legs were still shaking. I said to Nick, "He's fuckin great at that. He's going to blow your mind." Brad smiled. Nick looked at Brad and smiled and then moved toward Brad and began licking my cum off of him. I watched Brad as Nick licked his face and neck and hair and chest. Then Brad glanced at the cum on his fingers and looked at me. "Can I?" he said. "Sure, if you want." He licked my cum off his fingers. Nick watched. Nick asked, "Have you ever tasted cum before?" "I lick mine up all the time. I like it. I've never tasted anyone else's." Nick said, "You lick it off your fingers." "I used to just jerk off in my mouth. Sometimes I still do that." Nick looked at me and smiled. "You flip your feet over your head." "Yeah. Is that weird?" he asked. Nick smiled at me. I said, "No, I do that, too." Brad said, "Oh wow, that's cool." I think I was becoming his big brother. It was Brad's turn. Nick said, "Let's try this." I was still sitting on the sofa. Nick told me to sit back toward the corner between the arm of the sofa and the back, so that I back was against where they meet. He then told Brad to lay with his back against my chest. His head fell back onto my shoulder. I wrapped my arms around Brad as he settled in against me. Nick put lube on Brad's dick. I reach around and began stroking his dick. I could feel Brad's body relax into me. Nick was running his finger over Brad's balls. It felt to me as if Brad was going to cum quickly, so I stroked him very gently running my other hand up and down his stomach and chest. I watched as Nick put lube on his fingers. As soon as Nick moved his hand to Brad's ass, Brad lifted his legs and spread them wide. Nick and I smiled at each other. I held him and stroked him as he moaned. Again, he seemed so fragile in my arms. I'm used to Nick who is lean but tight and muscular and moves against me like a man. With Nick I feel the power of a man wrestling against or with me as our passion increases. There are times, many times, with Nick where our love making is tender and caring, but there is still a power to it. Brad felt tender but fragile. I began to stroke Brad harder. I knew Nick was working his prostate. Brad began humping my fist and then began to shake all over. I had not seen him cum before. He was a sprayer. I had his cock aimed so he should have taken his load on his chest but with him thrashing and spraying, his cum went onto the sofa and me and Brad. Suddenly, Brad flipped himself over and lay with his stomach pressed against mine. I wrapped my arms and legs around him. His head was buried in the nape of my neck and he was breathing hard. I looked at Nick. He smiled. He began running his hand up and down Brad's back and over the crack of his ass. Each time Nick moved his fingers through his crack, Brad arched his butt upward. We lay still for a while. Nick said, "You are one hot young man. Watching you enjoy yourself like that almost made me cum." Brad turned and looked at me and then at Nick and smiled and said, "Fuck, that was incredible. You guys are so cool." When he moved off of me, he was still hard. After we cleaned up his cum from the sofa, it was Nick's turn. Nick decided he wanted to lie on me the way Brad had. Brad jerked Nick off and finger fucked him. Brad did a great job for Nick, again taking Nick's load all over his chest and hand. I smiled when Brad moved toward me so that I could lick Nick's cum off his chest. Brad licked the cum that was on his fingers. Brad settled in against Nick's chest as I knelt down. Nick began to masturbate Brad. I played with his ass and slid a finger in. Again, he came hard. He turned around and Nick wrapped his arms and legs around Brad and held him. Nick said, "You really are one hot dude, dude," looking at me and smiling. I moved and lay down on top of the both of them, sandwiching Brad between us. Brad looked at me and smiled. When we separated Brad said, "This is fun." Nick and I laughed. We all showered, dressed and went out to dinner. When Nick and I had a chance to talk I told Nick that Brad was wanting to be kissed. Nick said, "Go for it." I asked him if he was sure. Nick said "I know you're not going to fall for this kid. Let's make it a good time for him." I think we were both identifying with Brad; especially Nick. Brad was Nick as a young kid wanting to be sexy, loved and held. I said to Nick, "How far are you willing to go with this? You know he might want to go further. He was ready to suck my dick and he's licking up cum." Nick said, "I'm fine with anything up to him fucking us or us fucking him." I said, "Okay, but let's not bring it up. Let's just stay where he wants." Nick laughed and said, "He licked up our cum, you know he wants to blow us and he'd give his right nut to have you blow him." "Fine, but let him bring it up. Don't suggest it." We walked around campus for a while, showing Brad the area and then went back to the apartment. As Brad undressed he said to Nick, "Are you really going to let me see you get fucked." Nick looked at me. I shrugged. Nick nodded. "Cool," he said to Nick, "Cool, then Jeff can jerk me off and hold me like we did before?" Nick said, "We might try something else." Nick had talked to me about this also while we were out. We climbed into our bed. We were all hard. Nick and I kissed and touched each other and then began sucking each other as Brad lay beside us watching. I was aware of him moving around at various times so he could get a different view. Nick moved and moved me. He lay on his back and pulled his knees to his chest and spread his legs wide. I lubed my dick and his hole and lined myself up. Brad watched. I slowly moved into him. Brad kept glancing up from Nick's hole to his face. Nick smiled and then took Brad's hand and moved it to Nick's dick. I began fucking Nick as Brad masturbated him. Nick lay back smiling. Brad was focused on my dick pounding into Nick and Nick's dick. After fucking him in various positions, Nick announced, "I'm going to cum," as he began moaning. "Fuck me harder," he yelled. I did. He came on his chest and on Brad's hand. I watched Brad lick his fingers clean. I went back to fucking Nick. We were kissing and licking each other when I began to cum. Brad sat back and watched. Nick went to the bathroom to clean up and came back with a towel for me. Brad said, "What are you going to do to me?" Nick smiled. "Have you ever cum by lying on top of someone and grinding your hips against them," he said as he got on top of me and began showing Brad what he meant. "No," Brad said. Nick moved off of me and said, "Give it a try." Brad lay on top or me and began pushing into me. Nick said, "You can slip your dick between his legs." He did and began humping as I squeezed my legs together. He moved again and slid his dick between us and pushed into my crotch with his dick and moved while holding me tightly. His face was buried in my neck. Then he slid his dick between my legs and did that for a while. I held him. Then, again his dick was against my stomach. He was pushing hard and fast. I glanced at Nick who was watching Brad's ass humping up and down. Nick glanced up at me and smiled as he stroked his dick. Nick ran his fingers over Brad's ass. Brad sighed and arched his back for Nick. Nick smiled and nodded. He put lube on fingers and slid his finger into Brad's butt. Brad's body tensed as he moaned loudly. Again, now with Nick's finger up his ass, he began to move on top of me. I was getting hard again. It was less because of him moving across my dick than it was listening to him moaning into my ear and feeling him licking my neck. I slowly turned my face toward his. He looked at me with the most innocent and yet hungry look. He was breathing hard. I moved my mouth toward his. He quickly moved his mouth to mine. Our tongues met and he moaned loudly. With his tongue darting over mine and us biting at each other's lips and tongues, he began humping against me with earnest. We kissed; he humped. His body began to tense and then shake. I felt him cumming between us. He moved his face back into the nape of my neck as he kept thrusting into me. I held him. I was sure he was finished cumming, but as before, his body still seemed to be tensing and relaxing as his hips pushed into me. Nick kept rubbing his back. I kept hold him. He just lay still, breathing hard. I was surprised when Nick got up and turned off the lights. Nick climbed into bed, covered us as Brad slipped between us. Brad leaned over and kissed Nick. I wiped the cum off my stomach with the towel and then wiped Brad clean. Nick said to Brad, "If you're uncomfortable, let me know and I'll open the sofa bed for you." Brad said, "If you want me to go in there I will, but if it's okay I'm fine here." I don't know how we did it, but the three of us slept in one queen size bed. I know I woke up a couple of times. Brad was all over me and then all over Nick. I woke up one time as Brad moved to put his arm over me. He glanced up at me and said, "Do you want me to go and sleep on the sofa?" "Only if you want to," I said. He nodded and rested his head on my chest. I could feel his dick getting hard against my leg. I chuckled. He glanced up at me and smiled. I put my arm around him. His arm was across my lower stomach, right above my pubic hair. As I got a hard-on my dick moved and as it did it brushed against his arm. Again, he glanced up at me and smiled. I took his hand and wrapped his fingers around my cock. He started to stroke me, but I said, "Just hold it." He nodded. He moved closer and pressed his hard dick against my leg. We lay there. I finally fell asleep, again. When I awoke, no one was in bed. I got up to piss. Nick and Brad, both naked, were in the kitchen making breakfast. Brad said, "Go back to bed. We wanted to make you breakfast in bed." I laughed. Nick said, "Go back to bed." I went back to bed. The three of us had coffee, toasted bagels and scrambled eggs and strawberries in bed, in the nude. I said to Brad, "Do you exercise?" He said, "I jerk off a lot." Nick almost dumped his coffee in the bed when he started laughing. Brad said, "That's good cardio." He was sitting on the bed with his legs folded open in front of him. Nick started laughing again and from the expression on Brad's face I knew what was happening. I looked between his legs and his dick was pulsing and moving upward. Brad blushed. Nick said, "Tell Jeff what you asked me?" Brad looked awkward and embarrassed. Nick reached between Brad's legs and touched his erection. Brad glanced down and smiled. Nick said, "I told Brad that we both had stuff we had to do today. I told him that he could hang out with us or we could drive him home. He said he'd like to hang out with us since he has work to do also and brought it with him. So, I told him we'd be going to campus and that he could go to your office with you and do his work while you did what you had to do. Nick continued. "I also told him that we usually go for a long run on Saturdays. I told him that he was going to have to come with us if he decided to stay. He said he didn't have anything to run in. I told him he could borrow a jock and shorts. He has tee shirts and his shoes are fine to run in." I said, "So, what's the question?" Nick laughed and said, "He put it to me like a bargain. Okay, I'll do that if maybe you'll do this." I gave Brad this shocked look. "It's not that bad," he said. "So, what's this bargain?" "Well," Brad said nervously. Nick jumped in and said, "I told him you'd probably say no." Brad said, "But why?" I said, "Okay, someone tell what it is." Brad said, "What you did with Gary." "You mean jerk off into your mouth?" I said. Brad looked at me nervously. He took a breath and said, "Yeah, I mean, you did it with him." I smiled and said, "I don't know. So, if I say no, then you're going home now." "No, I was just kidding about that. I'll go to campus with you guys and go running, too." I said, "Okay, well, I'll think about it. But, how about if we shower, take off and go to campus, have some lunch and then come back here and see what we'll do and then go for a run and come back and see what happens." Brad showered first. When Nick and I were alone we agreed to go ahead with oral sex. Obviously, he wanted to suck dick and I was sure he wouldn't say no to us sucking his dick. When we finished showering and dressing we went into the kitchen. Brad was dressed and the kitchen was clean. We left for campus. In the car, I said to Brad, "So, you want me to jerk off and then cum in your mouth?" "That sounds weird when you say it." I said, "If I were you, I'd rather suck dick and then get a load of cum." "Yeah, but you guys don't share, you said." Nick said, "Well, most of the time and we never fuck with other people; no exceptions to that rule. But sometimes, once in a while, we have oral sex with someone else." "So, that means I can suck you guys?" I said, "If we can suck you?" "Oh fuck, are you kidding me? Fuck, why are we going to school." Nick laughed. "I really have to get work done at the library. I have a big paper that has to be done." "Oh okay, cool. Fuck, this is awesome you guys." Nick and I sat in the front seat of my car smiling. "Wait, are we going to do this and then go running or go running and then do it." Nick said, "How about both." "Oh fuck, yeah. How far are we running?" I said, "We'll take the easy route and do six miles." Brad laughed. "No fuckin' way. When you said a long run, I thought you meant like a mile. I can't run six miles." Nick said, "And you have to do push ups and sit ups and stuff like that." "Okay, so you're kidding now, right?" Nick said, "No, and if you don't finish, then no sucking dick when we get back." Brad laughed and said, "I can run six miles." We all laughed. Nick went to the library. Brad and I went to my office. I showed him where he could sit and study. I got to work. It was just about 9am. Eventually, he asked, "What time do you think we'll go back?" "Are you horny?" He laughed. "I'm just curious." I said, "Well, I know Nick has a lot to do, so he'll call us when he's ready for lunch and we'll meet him. My guess is that he'll want to spend more time at the library and then we'll head home. We'll be home around 3 or so. I figure we'll then head out for our run at about 5, figure an hour and a half more or less and then back to shower and then we'll take you out for dinner. "By the way, I guess I should have asked. Do you want to go home tonight?" "No, I'm having fun. You guys are cool." "Well then we'll have all evening to do whatever you're up for." He nodded and smiled. I said, jokingly, "If you're horny and can't study, there's a bathroom down the hall where you can jerk off." "Nah, that's okay," he answered. He went back to studying. I went back to writing. A few minutes later he said, "Yeah, I better. Where's the bathroom." I laughed, got up and walked him through the halls and to the bathroom. The building was pretty quiet. It was early and it was Saturday. He asked, "Do you think anyone will come in?" "I doubt it very much. Just go in the stall." "It's hard for me to cum sitting down and shooting into the bowl. My dick won't bend down like that and if I stand up I miss the bowl." He smiled at me and shrugged. I walked in the bathroom with him and looked around. It was empty. I said, "Jerk off at the urinal. I'll wait outside. If anyone comes down the hall, I'll come in and you'll have to put it away." "How about if you watch. It won't take long," he said and smiled. I thought about it for a moment and said, "I can't. I'm going to wait outside. If I come in, just put it away, or go into the stall." He nodded. I stepped outside and wandered around the hall keeping an eye out for anyone. I began to wonder just how crazy this was. I'm 24 years old, I have a boyfriend that I am crazy for and who is crazy for me and we're playing with this 19 year old. I wondered if Brad was going to get hurt. Would he get his expectations up and then feel used. I had no concern that he was a threat of my relationship with Nick, but I worried that Brad would want more than we could give. I felt anxious about only one thing. The kissing. He was right, it didn't take him long. He stepped out of the bathroom. As we walked toward my office he smiled and said, "Thanks. Can I ask you why you didn't watch?" He looked embarrassed. "Nick and I have set up some rules about this stuff. One of them is that we won't do anything if the other one isn't there. For a moment, I thought that since I was only watching and since I had seen you do it before that it wouldn't be breaking the rule, but then I worried that Nick might think it was, so," "That's cool. I just thought maybe you thought it was weird for me to jerk off in the bathroom." I laughed and shook my head and said, "I've jerked off in that bathroom and others. Nick and I jerked off in one bathroom and into the same urinal. He thinks stuff like that is kinky and hot." He laughed and nodded. "I think it's kinky, too. I do it at school. It's kind of cool to do it and see if I can cum before someone comes in." I smiled at him and said, "What's weird is you telling me you have to jerk off and me standing around keeping watch for you. It's not weird for you to jerk off." He looked embarrassed. I said, "Not bad, but how many times do you tell someone you're going to jerk off." "I tell my roommate all the time and he tells me. I call him up and say, hey dude, I'm going home to jerk off. He says, cool, I'll be home in about two hours. So, then I go home and I know I can jerk off a couple of times before he gets home. He does the same thing. I've never jerked off with him there and I don't think he's jerked off with me there either. So, we tell each other so no one walks in." I nodded. He asked somewhat sheepishly, "Do you think I'm weird or maybe not weird but like a dork?" I said, "Absolutely not. I think you're a really nice guy and you're very cute and sexy. Nick and I don't usually invite guys home even when they're cute and sexy." "Yeah, he told me that. So, why did you invite me?" "I don't know. You seemed nice and I think Nick kind of sees himself in you a little. You know, shy, awkward, hesitant." We went into my office. "Brad, I don't want you to feel bad or get hurt." "What do you mean?" "Well, you know when the weekend is over. Nick and I are really enjoying you and not just the sex; you're a cool guy. I don't want you to feel like we are just dumping you off." "No, I don't feel like that. I know you guys are cool and that you're being kind of nice and stuff. I get it." He sighed. "What are you thinking?" "Last night when you guys were sleeping I was thinking that it would be cool to have you guys as friends. When Nick was telling me about you guys being friends and then boyfriends he said before that he could never talk to anyone about his feelings. I can't talk to anyone except my roommate and we don't really talk about stuff. He's always out and he says I should just try to pick up guys." I began to worry about where this was going. This is what Nick and I worry about. Not having him as a friend but the sex becoming a part of that. I said, "Like I said, Nick and I don't really like to mess around with other guys. I'm not sure why we are now, but after this weekend I don't think we'll be up for it much. It really isn't about you." I was feeling weird. "No, I get that completely. I really do. It's kind of cool and fun and stuff and you guys are really cool about it. I don't mean like we'd have sex and stuff. Just that maybe I could email you or we could talk about stuff. But," "Well, if you're cool with just being friends, you know, someone to confide in, I think that would be okay." "We're still going to mess around this afternoon, right?" "Yes, for sure." He went back to his studies and I went back to writing. It was almost noon and I had gotten a lot done. I was surprised Nick hadn't called. Brad was deep into his studies which I liked. Not sure why, but I did. Damn, he's a math major. I looked at the book he was reading: Calculus. He told me about integrals and derivatives. I remembered why I wasn't taking classes like that. He was obviously very bright. I called Nick. He must have still been in the library because his cell went to voicemail immediately. I left a message. `We'll be at the grill, outside, waiting for you. I'm starved now'. I hung up and told Brad we were heading for the grill. As we walked he whispered, "Do you mind talking about stuff, now?" "Like what?" "Do you remember the first time you did it?" I smiled, "Yes, I remember the first time I did everything." He asked me about my firsts and I explained each of them to him leaving out how young I was when I first blew Bill. I told him that my dick was the first one that Nick sucked and the first time he swallowed someone else's cum and the first time he got fucked or fucked a guy. Brad liked that I was sharing this with him. He said, "This guy I was dating. He's a freshman at my school. He thinks being gay is bad and doing stuff is really bad but we still did some stuff. He'd let me suck him and he'd kind of do it to me but he wouldn't let me cum in his mouth and he wouldn't cum in mine. He said that was really bad to do." I felt my stomach tighten. "Well, maybe that's what's best for him, but it doesn't have to be what is good for you. You need to find out what feels right to you and then only do that." He thought about that for a while and said, "Yeah, I think like that too. It's cool that you think that way, too." We walked a while and he said, "I like what we've been doing." I smiled and nodded. We walked. "I'm sure I'm going to like what we'll do later." He looked at me and laughed. Again, I felt like this big brother. It's weird but I felt like I wanted to put my arm around him and tell him that it will work out for him, but I didn't. He said, "Your finger was the first one to go up my butt." I laughed. "Well, I put my finger in, but I never did it when I was going to cum. Fuck that was awesome." We walked for a while. "Yours was the first cum I've ever tasted that wasn't mine." I looked at him and smiled. "Can I suck you first?" "Yeah, sure," I said. "However you want to do it." Damn, I wondered, how many times do you plan blow jobs. I remembered the first time I gave a blow job and swallowed cum. I guess it was planned. "Will you suck me after I suck you?" "If that's what you want, sure." I looked at him and said, "You're going to give yourself a hard-on. He laughed. "You've got one?" He nodded. "You'd better calm down or you'll have to jerk off again." We laughed. "You really don't ever talk about this stuff, do you?" He shook his head. "You seem so willing to talk about it now." He shrugged. "You guys seem easy to talk to about it. Is it okay?" "Yeah, sure." "Even though Gary sucked my dick and stuff, you were there and so you were part of that first, too." I laughed. We went in to the grill I bought us each a juice and I got a bag of almonds for us to share while we waited for Nick. We sat down. Nick called and said he was on his way. We waited and had lunch with him. Of course, Nick asked Brad if he was thinking about this afternoon and the conversation started again. Nick asked Brad if he had a hard-on and Brad smiled and nodded. Nick was sitting next to Brad, so Nick being who he is, reach to Brad's crotch and looked at me and said, "Yup, he does." Brad looked surprised and laughed. I said, "Nick, you're going to freak him out." Brad said, "No, that was cool." I saw Brad's arm move and Nick smiled at me. Brad said, "He's hard, too," and laughed. "You guys are so cool." Nick smiled. I said, "This is a game that Nick plays. We have a straight friend that Nick likes to get turned on and then he gropes him." "Really, he's straight and he lets you grab his wood." Nick laughed. "He's a really cool guy and I think he's kind of curious about gay sex." We finished lunch, we went back to studying. Brad, once he got into his books, really focused. I glanced over at him, several times, and he was working away. I'm not sure why that impressed me, but it did. It was clear to me that I liked Brad. I didn't like him like a boyfriend but like a guy you get to know. Like a neighbor boy that you enjoy talking to, or like a buddy. Then I realized again that I had this warm protective feeling toward him. He told me that his parents are very conservative and would really be unhappy if they knew he was gay. His roommate has parents that feel the same way. So, they've become friends more out of necessity during high school more than two guys who naturally found friendship. Brad said that they were part of a larger group of kids and both figured out that the other one was probably gay. Eventually, they talked about it. I asked him if they had ever messed around. Brad said that he suggested it once but that his roommate told him that he wasn't at all attracted to him so they never even jerked off together. When he told me that, I felt my stomach ache. I instantly decided that I didn't like his roommate. LOL. Nick called. When my cell rang, Brad glanced at me. When I said, hi Nick, Brad smiled and closed his books. We packed up our stuff and started to head for the car. I asked Brad if he was hard. He laughed. I said, "Do you want to stop and jerk off?" He looked at me surprised and said, "Aren't we going to do it before we run?" I smiled and said, "Yeah, but I was worried you might not make it home." He laughed. After undressing at home, I asked Brad what he was thinking. He looked both nervous and obviously excited. His dick was erect. So was mine. Nick walked into the living room with his dick hard and swaying back and forth as he walked. Nick sat down on the sofa and said, "So, Mr. Bradley, what's on the agenda." He said, "I thought about this and I want to suck Jeff first and then Nick can suck me, then I'll suck Nick and then Jeff can suck me and then we can go running," and started laughing. I said, "You're the boss. And you want me to cum in your mouth." He nodded. I said, "I cum a lot so if it gets to be too much just take it out of your mouth and use your hand." "I'll be okay," he said, as he knelt in front of me. I said, "The best way is to swallow as I cum so that you don't get a mouthful." He laughed and said, "I've had a mouthful of my cum. It's cool." Nick said to me, "Just sit back and shut up and let him enjoy himself. This isn't for you, it's for him." He immediately took my dick into his mouth and began licking and sucking. Nick looked at me and smiled. Brad said, "It's so big, I can't get it all in." Nick laughed and said, "Don't worry about that, it took me almost a year to learn to do that." Brad went back to working on my dick. He was really enjoying himself. I must say he was pretty good, but he was no where near as good as Nick. Nick makes my toes curl from the minute he puts my dick in his mouth. But I was enjoying watching Brad enjoying himself. I said, "If you get tired you can use your hand." Nick looked at me and said, "Shut up, does it look like he's tired." Brad gave Nick the thumbs up and kept sucking my dick. Nick began kissing me and then playing with my nipples. My toes were beginning to curl. Brad put lube on his fingers and I lifted my legs. He put his fingers up my ass and went back to sucking me. Nick played with my balls as he watched. I was getting close. Nick said to Brad, "He's getting close so suck him hard and when he starts cumming, swallow his cum and keep sucking and moving up and down his dick. It gets him crazy." Brad found my prostate. I felt his finger pressing against it and then rubbing it. I grabbed Nick's arm as my legs began to tense and shake. I let out a grunt and then began to cum. I looked down at Brad who was sucking hard and bobbing up and down on my dick. I kept groaning and moaning and cumming. It was one intense orgasm. Again, I had to stop him. I think he would have continued sucking me until I came again. He looked up at me and smiled. "Fuck, you really liked that, didn't you," he said. Nick laughed and so did I. "Yeah," I said, "That was pretty intense. You're really good at that." He took hold of my dick and said, "Your dick liked it, it's still hard." I said, "You get an A for cock sucking." Nick said, "So, now I give you head." Brad said, "If that's okay." Nick laughed. Brad got to his feet and asked me to hold him as I had when I jerked him off. I scooted into the corner of the sofa and Brad sat down between my legs and leaned into my chest. Both he and I watched as Nick took hold of Brad's dick. Nick said, "The blow job you got from Gary was nothing compared to what you're going to get now." Brad looked at Nick and then at me. I said, "He's good at this." Brad said to Nick, "Will you teach me how to be good at it?" Nick said, "Just lie back and enjoy it. I'll give you a lesson later on." Brad lay back against me. He and I watched as Nick began giving him head. I knew what Brad was in for. I wondered how long Brad would last. Nick gives the best head. I tell him he's one of the best cocksucker in the world. I get one of these about once a week, usually on a Saturday or Sunday afternoon. He alternates between licking and sucking and deep throating and then gently biting up and down the shaft and then letting his teeth pass gently over the head of my dick. He holds my balls in the hand he uses to hold onto my dick. The other hand he uses to push a couple of fingers up my ass. Of course, he's become expert on telling when I'm getting close, and as soon as I do, he slows down until I'm no longer close. He'll do me like that for as long as I want. He's even stopped and gone to take a pee and come back and gone at me again. I usually start begging for him to let me cum. One time, after begging, he finally got me close and I was sure I was going to explode when he stopped, looked up at me and laughed. I grabbed my dick and began jerking off. He grabbed it from me and sucked me until I came. Brad was in for a Nick special as he calls them. I watched Nick slowly working Brad's dick. I felt Brad begin to squirm on top of me. I held him tight against me. Nick had a finger up Brad's ass. Nick was deep throating Brad's dick. Brad moaned and watched. Nick began to suck and use his teeth. Brad moaned loudly, saying, "Oh fuck." It was a real turn on having him on me as I held him and felt his body responding to what Nick was doing. When Brad was close Nick let Brad's dick fall from his mouth. Brad said, "Why did you stop?" Nick said, "You were getting close." Brad said, "Is it over?" He tried to grab his dick but both Nick and I held his hands. Nick laughed. I said, "It has just begun." A pool of pre-cum gathered on Brad's stomach. Nick licked it up. He began sucking Brad's dick again. Brad relaxed on top of me. Nick worked Brad through getting close four times. Each time Nick went back to giving Brad head, the time before he got close again got shorter and shorter. The fifth time Nick brought Brad close Brad was squirming and breathing hard and grasping onto my arms which were holding him tightly. Nick finally poured it on and Brad let out a groan that I felt. Brad's legs were tensing and shaking, his head was moving from side to side as he kept saying, "Oh fuck, Oh fuck." Finally, after Brad stopped cumming, Nick stopped sucking. Brad kept breathing hard. His body was still shaking. Then Brad reached for his dick and began stroking it hard. Nick and I both watched and I about lost my mind when about 30 seconds later he was cumming again. Nick looked at me in amazement. Brad then turned in my arms and buried his head in then nape of my neck. I held him. Be turned his face toward mine and began kissing me gently. I kissed him back. He then relaxed on top of me, but every once in a while his body shook as if he was still climaxing. When he seemed to come down to earth, Nick said, "What was that?" as he patted Brad's butt. Brad said, "The best blow job in the world." Nick said, "No, I mean, you came loads in my mouth and then you jerked off again and came again." Brad looked at Nick and said, "I told you I can cum twice." Nick and I laughed. I said, "Yeah, I can cum twice, too, but usually after a while." Brad said, "I guess it's weird, but if I get really turned on like that I cum really hard and then if I kept jerking I can cum again right away." Nick was intrigued. "So what does it feel like? I mean do you climax and then come down but you stay hard and then you climax again?" Brad said, "I can't always do it, but if I'm really horny and excited I climax and cum and then calm down a little but then as I jerk off I go up again and the second time I come I feel it even harder or more intense than the first climax, but I usually don't cum as much." Nick sat back and said, "Nice. Jeff and I can cum a second time, but not so soon after the first time. Fuck, so it's like you're having a really long climax only it gets more intense?" Brad said, "Yeah, like that. It's like really intense and I don't come down like I usually do and if I jerk I start to go right back up and then more intense." Nick said, "Fuck, I want one of those." I thought it sounded almost like how some women explain their multiple orgasms. Brad was ready to give head to Nick. I won't bore you with the details, but Nick took Brad's place on top of me. Brad took Nick's place on the floor between Nick's legs. Nick began to talk him through giving him head. This was the lesson he had talked about. Nick explained how Brad could tell that he was getting close. Brad edged Nick three or four times before getting him to cum. I watched as they both tried to give Nick a second quick orgasm, but Nick finally had to stop Brad. I said it was now my turn. Brad said, "If you do it now, I won't be able to cum twice. I can never do it two times in a row unless I wait a while." Nick said, "Fuck, you mean you can do that twice in one day?" Brad said, "Yeah, but I have to rest for a while. Maybe an hour or so." I rolled my eyes and laughed. I said, "It's your day. I can do it now or when we get back from running." Brad said, "Before we go to dinner?" "Yeah sure," I said. We went running. Nick and I really slowed our pace so that he could make the six miles. He said he hadn't run in two years. We talked about working out. When we got back we took a quick shower. When I was done, Brad and Nick were on our bed, both hard and waiting for me. To make a very long story a bit shorter, I sucked on his dick getting him close and then backing off. I brought him close several times. Brad began sucking Nick's dick while I sucked Brad. Brad was very turned on. I could hear that Nick was also. Brad began thrusting into my mouth. I began working his dick hard with my mouth and tongue as he began to cum. Again, he was moaning loudly and thrusting. He seemed to be finished cumming, but I kept sucking him figuring if he wanted me to stop he would tell me. He kept whizzing. His legs shook, tensed and shook as I held him, trying to keep him in my mouth. Then he began cumming again. He moaned and grabbed my hair and held my head still as he kept shooting cum into my mouth. Then he pulled his dick out of my mouth, moaned and groaned and took deep breaths. His body was still tensing. Then he began to laugh. I looked at Nick who was smiling. Brad looked at me and said, "That was fuckin' incredible. My dick is so sensitive now." His body was still tensing and relaxing. Brad finally seemed to come down. "Fuck, that's the first time I've gotten a double blow job." I looked at Nick. He wasn't hard anymore. He said to me, "He sucked me off." I nodded. Nick looked at my hard-on and moved between my legs. Brad said, "Can I do it?" Nick nodded. I told Brad that he didn't have to edge me, but rather could just make me cum. Both Nick and I watched him. He seemed to be enjoying himself. We dressed and went to dinner. Brad, every once in awhile, would start laughing while in the back seat of the car. Nick said, "What's funny?" Brad said, "You thought I meant that I could cum twice, like in one day or something." Nick and I laughed. That night we did each other again. He didn't cum twice again that night. Again, the three of us slept in our bed. Sometime in the middle of the night, I woke up as Brad was sucking my dick. Nick reached over and touched my face. I looked at him. He said, "I told him to." It was a different kind of blow job: soft, slow, gentle. After I came, Nick said, "It was another lesson," and smiled. Again, they woke me up with breakfast. We talked Brad into another run after which we took him food shopping with us. We told him that we'd make him dinner and then drive him home. He, of course, asked to budget in time for sex. He asked if he could 69 with me and then with Nick. Nick said okay, but that he wanted to go first because he wanted to get Brad to cum twice. That's what we did. Before we left to take him home, I gave him my email address. Then we drove him home. Again, we talked about being friends and only friends. He promised he was okay with that. I gave him my cell number. We dropped him off at his apartment. He hugged and kissed us both. On the way home, Nick said that he thought it had to be a good experience for Brad. I agreed. It certainly was a good experience for us. When we arrived home, I check my email and there was an email from Brad. He said he had the best time. He said he told his roommate about us and the weekend. Brad said his roommate sat there with his mouth open saying, `No way, dude'. Brad wrote, "I kept telling him that you and Nick are the hottest guys I ever met and described you guys to him but he kept saying that I was bullshitting him and that you were probably old, fat and ugly." He thanked us for a great weekend. He also said that he, by mistake, had taken my blue jock strap home with him and that he'd mail it back to me after he washed it. I emailed him back and told him that Nick and I had a fantastic weekend, to tell his roommate to fuck himself and I told him to keep my jockstrap. Nick said that Brad was probably sleeping with it on so he could be close to me. I laughed and said, "It was clean when I gave to him." Nick said, "You are so out of it. You gave him your red one to wear. You wore the blue one." I thought about it and realized he was right. I went to the dirty laundry and the red one was in there and the blue one wasn't. I laughed. Is it weird for me to have been flattered? Brad has emailed me about once or twice a week. I email him. He's called me four or five times since that weekend in April; mostly since he's gone home for the summer. For my graduation he invited Nick and I out to dinner. We decided we wanted to see him, so we drove into town and picked him up and went to dinner. It was great to see him. I asked him if his roommate was going to be there when we came to pick him up. He said that he definitely would be. Both Nick and I decided that we'd dress to look hot. We were going to a nice restaurant so we wore slacks and nice shirts and did the gel in the hair thing. Nick almost didn't make it out the door. He looked so good I wanted to fuck him. We also brought a change of cloths. We knocked on his door. He opened it. Nick walked in first. He threw his arms around Brad and kissed him. I walked in and saw his roommate watching. Brad walked up to me. He hugged me. I hugged him and then kissed him on the mouth and then hugged him again. Brad was all smiles. His roommate, who looked like a dork, said hi to Nick. Brad introduced us. I kept looking at Brad. He looked great and had this big smile on his face as he introduced us to his roommate. I put my arm around Brad and pulled him into me and said, "You are looking great." He blushed. Nick said, "I bet he's got wood now," as Nick reached for and grabbed his crotch. Brad laughed and nodded. I had my arm around his shoulder and pulled him into me again. All the while his roommate stared. We told Brad to bring a change of cloths that we were taking him out dancing. I told him to bring jeans, tennis shoes and a wife beater if he had one. His roommate asked us where we were going and I told him about this club we found on line where under 21's could get in. He had been there but Brad had not. We went to this really nice place where Brad had made reservations. We decided that we weren't going to let him pay for dinner, so I bought us dinner. Brad kept insisting that he pay. We told him that getting to see him again was gift enough. But, after walking around for a while, we went to a place and had coffee and dessert and let him pay for that. On the way to the club, we pulled off the road to change cloths. Nick changed in the front passenger seat, I climbed in the back with Brad. We insisted that he, like us, not wear underwear. He didn't. We found the club and went in. It was mostly young guys and older guys who I guess look to pick up young guys. It had a great dance floor. We got Brad out on the dance floor and after a while, Nick and I were dancing without of tee shirts as were a lot of other guys. Brad did not want to take his off. He was fun to watch dancing. He had some good moves. Nick began getting into step with him. We were having fun. Brad was all smiled. His roommate showed up with some guy and they were dancing beside us. Nick does this thing. It almost looks like he's fucking the guy his dancing with. I decided to get something for us to drink and left them on the dance floor. When I returned Nick looked at me and gave me this big evil smile and winked. Brad was looking good on the dance floor. His roommate kept checking Nick out. Nick turned Brad around so he had his back to Nick. Nick then grabbed Brad's tee shirt and pulled it over his head and tucked it into his pants. Brad start to move away from Nick but Nick put his arm around Brad and pulled him tight against him so that now Brad's back was against Nick's chest. With his arm tight around Brad, Nick bent his legs so that Brad did also and then Nick started this thing he does; bumping and grinding and swaying his hips against Brad. Brad kept dancing and laughing. Nick ran his hand up and down Brad's sweaty chest and stomach as he danced. I noticed Brad's roommate and his date watching and smiling. Then, very quickly, Nick's hand slid down, and from over his pants, grabbed Brad's obvious erection. Brad laughed and turned around toward Nick, they both then walked toward me. Brad said he was thirsty. I gave him his water. We danced for a while longer. Brad said good night to his roommate as they left. We left soon after. On the way to his apartment, we told him that several of the guys his age were checking him out. He laughed and said he noticed that also. Nick told him not to be ashamed of taking his shirt off that he was hot. When we dropped him off he said that he hoped his roommate was out for the night because he was going to have to jerk off several times. We all laughed. We had a great time with him. He seemed happy and animated. He did say he was going home for the summer and was not happy about that. He also said that he and his roommate found another apartment and that they were going to have a real bedroom next school year. He told us that he did really well on his finals. He has been sounding pretty depressed in his emails and phone calls since he went home. He still emails me about once a week and has called me three or four of times this summer. We have a count-down going right now for his return to school. As that day draws closer his emails seem more cheerful. He asked me if Nick and I would again have time to visit him soon after he returns. I talked to Nick and he said, "FOR SURE. Let's go for a day and hang out with him," and then Nick listed different things he wanted to do. The list started with brunch at this restaurant he's heard of and ended with dinner in an area of town that he loves and then dancing at the club we went to previously with Brad. I emailed Brad and told him that we'd come into town as soon as he had time. Fifteen minutes later I received a response to my email. It said, "Fuck, you guys are so cool. We really are friends, aren't we?" I emailed him back and said, "Yes, and we'll see you when you get back." There hasn't been any talk about sex with us again which I'm happy about. He does email me a lot about having a boyfriend. How do you find one? How do you keep one? All the questions everyone wishes they knew the answers to. Nick and I have given him suggestions like joining the gay organizations at school. I told him that this next year would be a great year to get involved politically and with the gay democrats on campus or through gay organizations in town. He liked that idea. I've convinced him to stay out of the park. I kept telling him that he's very cute and bright and that he's going to have to remember to be selective. He emailed me back and said, "I hope you and Nick will tell me that a lot next year. When you guys say it, I believe it." I jokingly email him that Nick and I decided that any guy he had a second date with was going to have to pass our inspection. His response was, "Okay, sure, that's great. We can go to dinner and then go dancing." Nick laughed and called me DADDY. When he emailed me at the beginning of the summer he told me he was working and feeling depressed. I told him to start working out with the idea of looking HOT when he got back to school. He joined one of those large gyms with chains all over the country. Our emails started including his workouts. It seemed to lift his spirits. He said that since he knows I'll ask about it, he feels he has to workout. He said that he's always been afraid to lift weights because he tried once and he couldn't lift the 45 lb bar. Nick howled when he read that. I told Brad that everyone has to start someplace and to ask one of the trainers there what machine to use. He told me that he has gained four pounds and that he thinks its all muscle. He's been going four or five times a week. Nick and I laughed. He said that his dad is really happy that he decided to workout with weights and has paid for his membership. He told me that the club he joined has gyms in the area where he goes to school and that he's going to continue working out. He also told me that started going to the tanning booth at the gym but after that he started sitting out and getting sun. He said that he thinks his body is looking hot. Again, Nick and I chuckled. Nick reads the emails and adds to the email I send back. In one email, Nick asked about Brad's workouts and running and then asked him if he was wearing my blue jock strap. I yelled at Nick and told him not to tease him, but Nick left it in and said that Brad would laugh and make a funny remark in return. The next email I received was about his workout routine amongst other things and in it he said to tell Nick that yes he was wearing my blue jock and that he wears it all the time when he works out since it is the only one he has. He said, "It's cool that Nick likes to think about my cock and balls. I think about yours and his, too." Nick laughed and said to me, "He has such a crush on you. He could have given you the jock when we had dinner with him. And you'd better believe he wears it all the time he works out." I asked Nick, "So, are you upset?" "No, I think it's sweet. It's like we're raising a baby gay. We're being good adopted guardians. Giving him the support he needs." He laughed hard at his joke. Nick always laughs at his jokes. When I didn't laugh, he said, "Get it, support, jock strap, support." "Yes, Nick I got it." Nick said that he thinks that there is a good possibility that we could have Brad as a friend for a long time. I think I was surprised by what he said. I don't have friends like that and neither does Nick. I have family, Nick and Nick's brother who I think of as people I will know for a very long time. Nick said he feels that if things go as they are for the next school year that Brad will form an attachment to us and us to him that could be important. He said he saw Brad almost like a younger brother. He said that he wasn't really sexually attracted to Brad and I don't feel sexually attracted to him either. We both feel like he's a younger family member. He's funny, bright, sensitive, interesting and not an asshole. It seems like finding people who aren't assholes is hard to do sometimes. Okay, Nick told me to stop talking for him. I'm done. Hey everyone. This is Nick. I love the way Jeff sings my praises. If you'd like a lesson in how to give great head, just send $9.99 to us and I'll send you a DVD of me on Jeff's dick. (He's kidding). Brad ^Ö I like him. He does remind me of me in some weird way. He wants to be a man but his body isn't letting him yet. He wants to be sexually attractive but doesn't feel he is and doesn't know how to be, but he's learning. He's smart but doesn't know that yet. He's a good person, but he thinks he's not because he's gay and finds a boyfriend who assures him that he is right. He's eager, but easily stopped in his tracks. When he's happy his vulnerability becomes evident. And he's lonely, very lonely. He has had NO ONE, let me say that again, NO ONE to talk to and open up to. I think people have become so accustomed to NOT having anyone they can confide in that it goes unnoticed. It's so striking to me now that I see how open Jeff is with his cousins and they with him and how he insists that I talk to him about my concerns. Jeff is a good person to open up to. He has great shoulders, both in reality and metaphorically speaking. I'm a good person to joke with and have fun with, push the limits a little, and lighten things up with. I get a bit overwhelmed with the tough stuff. I get confused and don't know what to say and therefore make a joke. Jeff is great with the harder stuff. Danny and I were having lunch once a week. We'd talk and joke and he'd keep me informed with how he was doing. But then he'd be with Jeff and me on a run and Jeff would have him talking at such a deeper level. Danny would be talking about the same stuff he and I talked about, but at such a deep and personal level now that Jeff was with us. Jeff just goes there. During my freshman year of college, I heard someone describe a person we knew as looking like a wounded puppy; happily wagging his tail and licking you, but clearly wounded. I felt sick when I heard that because I felt it fit me. I was sure people could see my gapping wounds as I smiled and acted happy. Brad has that quality. When he talked about that ex-boyfriend of his, he talked about it in a way that seemed to say, `this is what I deserve from someone and the best I could ever do and he left me'. It's a quality that I do not find attractive in a man, but yet I connected to those feelings so powerfully. I thought, what he needs is a `Jeff', of course, not Jeff, just someone like him. He needs a guy with confidence, who is outgoing and smart and handsome and hot and who likes being friends with him and who then falls in love with him and thinks he is smart and handsome and hot, and who has a family who thinks he can almost walk on water. Being with Brad for a weekend and reading his emails, brings back those memories. I remember feeling I had to work to make/keep Jeff as a friend. I was sure if he saw what was underneath the jokes he'd not want to be my friend. The thing is that he did see beyond the jokes and that was why he wanted to be my friend. I'm not very far beyond thinking that if he/someone really knew me they'd run to the nearest exit. But I really do remember those feelings. It wasn't that long ago. Jeff said I'm a slob. Yeah, I can be and very easily. He hates it. He yells at me. He gets so pissed when I take a shower, dry off in the bedroom, drop the towel to the floor and walk away leaving it there, along with my dirty underwear. So, I pick my stuff up and the world continues to turn. Okay, I won't get into my Jeff is wonderful mode. About this protective thing that Jeff does. I think it's genetic or Italian. All the cousins that we hang out with have it. I love it because they all get very protective of me and of course Jeff's cousins are very protective of him. Sometimes he sees it as infantilizing. "I don't need anyone to fight my battles, I'll kick ass myself," he proclaims. They say with vigor, "Hey squirt, go fuck yourself," and then they laugh and I mean they laugh, and he gets pissed. He won't let me call him squirt. If I do, it really pisses him off. Jeff was so calm and understanding when he and Brad talked about Brad's ex-boyfriend, but, one day, when Jeff and I were running, he told me that when he thinks about the guy he wants to find him and kick his butt. He told me he wanted to kick Brad's roommate's ass to the curb. I laughed and said, "Don't infantilize Brad." He didn't like that. Jeff doesn't like Brad's roommate. Well, after meeting him, neither do I. Jeff really got into this thing about putting on a show when we met "The Roommate". I do think there is something about Brad that makes me feel that we mean more to him than is obvious. I don't get the feelings it's more sexual than not. I think he's starved for companionship, buddiness (I know that isn't a word). I read a series of articles about the homophobia in the United States and how it stems from and adds to the lack camaraderie. Men in Europe, for instance, have very close male friends who they confide in, and they are very close to their same sex family members. Men in Europe, who identify as heterosexual, are more apt to have an affair with a man, than men in the US. There isn't this anxiety about having close male friendships. So, men here in the US suffer from the lack of those kinds of relationships, not the sex, just the closeness. Men in the US only bond through competition. But anyway, I think he is starving for a big brother or two. I know you don't know Jeff and you can only take my word for it, but Jeff has this thing that says I can be your big brother. I think it's because he connects with guys at a heart level and listens. Now, I'll tell you what's bad about what he does. He is so hard to be a big brother to. He is so hard to lend a shoulder to. I get in his face and I yell at him and tell him "Go fuck yourself, asshole." So, he's getting better. The other thing is that if Jeff doesn't like you, then Jeff doesn't like you and you won't get that shoulder to lean on. So, I'd bet any amount of money, in that moment when Brad looked at Jeff and Jeff looked at Brad, they both knew what their connection was going to be. Jeff is out playing the cruising game and he worries about a guy who is making a pass at him. Instead of lying and saying, "No, I don't know that guy, but I'm hot for him," he worries that he'll make the guy feel rejected. I asked Jeff if Gary was the one who was following him, would he have responded to Gary the same way. He admitted that he would not have at all. Jeff has said NO to many guys who have hit on him when we are out dancing. He doesn't worry about them. He says, "I'm with loose-hips." He doesn't even give it another thought. One time, Danny and I and Jeff were out dancing, we stopped dancing to have a beer. We didn't have our shirts on. We were standing there yelling to each other and then I saw Jeff's facial expression change. He just stood there looking at me. The place was crowded and people were close together. Jeff was listening to something that Danny was saying when again his facial expression changed. Both Danny and I looked behind Jeff. There were two guys standing there talking to each other. Then Jeff turned around and said, "Excuse me, that's my ass and I get to say who plays with it," in a tone that said, fuck off. One guy said that he was sorry. Jeff nodded and said, "Okay, no problem, but next time ask." But, Brad was different. It was sexual, but the connection wasn't only sexual. Brad is aching for companionship and connecting physically. And he loves sex. Imagine being the first person someone has given a blow job to. Jeff has a collection of those people. Danny- I love Danny in a buddy way and I'm sorry to see him go. He's a straight guy who loves men and male companionship, but not the competitive bullshit. I know Jeff is going to end this part of MRN with Brad, but I'll try to convince him to add another part to MRN and write about what happened with Danny. That was HOT. Danny isn't a boy finding himself. Danny is a man who knows himself and was willing to step over the line (whatever that means) and see what's on the other side. By the way, I do not believe in this line. My sense of this whole gay/straight bullshit falls close to what Kinsey said. There's a small group at each end of the spectrum. A SMALL group. Everyone else has a little of this and a little of that. (I'd say there are millions of Senator Criags) I believe that if the social taboo was lifted, at any given moment in time, half the men in the world would be with men and half with women. Then at another moment in time half the men would be with men and half the men would be with women. The only thing is that in most cases it probably would not be the same men with woman and with men. Danny is the kind of straight man I like being friends with. I really do miss our weekly lunches. He and I have been emailing and I think he might turn out to be one of those men who we stay friends with. I hope so. We are going to try to see him at Christmas. He said he's going to try to work it so that he can ski with Jeff and I and Jeff's cousins. However, he said, he's not sure he's ready for Jeff's family. I told him that he'll be teased. I told him that he's going to have to go sit in the hot springs naked with us and that everyone is going to check out his junk so he should be ready to unveil. I told him to be ready for practical jokes. He said he's building up to it. Enough. I have a lot to do and so does Jeff. It's me again, Jeff. Nick and I decided we are going to take Brad out and get his hair styled for him, but so that it doesn't look styled. Nick has this guy who cuts hair. He does it so that you can wear it messy or groomed and it will look great. We told Brad to let his hair grow and as a coming back to college gift we'd get his hair done for him. He's excited. And we are going to take him to this store we go to and show him how to look cool in cloths that don't cost much. Nick is very good at that, too. I don't know that I'll get to Danny's story any time soon. Maybe. Sorry that this is so long, but suck it in. BUDGET. BUDGET. Read a little today and a little tomorrow.