Date: Thu, 25 Aug 2005 17:47:43 EDT From: ImJeff0882@aol.com Subject: my roommate Nick part ten The following story contains graphic sexual scenes involving adult males. If material of this nature offends you then you should not read this story. Additionally, if you are under 18 years of age in most states you are not allowed to read this story by law. This story is mostly true. The names have been changed to protect the innocent. The author (Jeff Hunter) claims all copyrights to this story and no duplication or publication of this story is allowed, except by the web sites to which it has been posted, without the consent of the author. Positive comments are always welcome and you may e-mail them to ImJeff0882@aol.com Additional disclaimer: For those of you who are sticklers about typos, etc., perhaps you'd better not read this. I typed it up very quickly and gave it a quick read through. That's all the time I have right now. Also, I kept this one shorter than usual because I'm getting pretty busy right now and if I get into our European trip right now this won't get sent in until Oct. I will try to hit the highlights of our trip in a few weeks. Roommate Nick, part ten Hi everyone, We had a fabulous time in Europe. We are doing great. Nick is starting his job on campus. I'm getting pretty busy catching up after our vacation. I hope all of you had a great summer and are doing well. We do have our arguments. I don't want you to think that we are always loving each other or having non-stop sex. I guess it's fair to say, that I am more difficult to live with than he is. Or, at least in my mind, that is true. It's the Italian in me. But, the other side of that is that we have great make-up sex. Anyway, it has been a while since I sent something to Nifty. I just checked the site and saw that my last entry was at the end of April. A lot has happened since then. Damn, there is no way I can tell you everything. I'll just go over the highlights. We both took finals and did great. Nick's graduation was as I thought it would be. Well, maybe better. His parent's ignored the event. I was nervous all day long, wondering if they would call. I had talked to his brother who did come to the graduation, and he told me that there was a small chance that his mother would call. But, she did not. Every once in a while, I found myself feeling responsible for what has happened. When I told Nick how I was feeling he got really angry at me; really angry. Not break up angry, nothing like that, but angrier than he's been in the past. (I had a hard time recreating this interchange between Nick and me. Mainly, because it doesn't seem like I ever get into the place I was that day; taking responsibility for someone else's decisions. I wrote out a version of it and then had Nick read it. He laughed and said he had a different memory of how weird I was. So, mostly the argument has been edited by Nick and unchanged by me. (A couple of days before his graduation, before everyone showed up) J: I feel like all this trouble is because I decided we'd be together, and now this is my fault. N: What do you mean you feel like it's your fault? That's bullshit. I can't believe you're saying that. J: I don't know. If we weren't together, then they'd be coming here. You'd have your family here. N: So, you're saying that I didn't decide anything, like to tell them about us. J: Yeah, you did decide, but I decided, too. N: No, you didn't decide, TOO. You decided you wanted to be with me. You didn't decide I wanted to be with you. Are you sorry you are with me? J: No. I just feel bad. It's your family and it's because you're with me. N: You're really pissing me off. What do you mean, WITH ME? I'm not with you; I'm in love with you, fucking you, sucking your dick, living with you. I'm not with you. And, since when do you think you are responsible for my decisions? You're up to something. J: No I'm not. And that's not what I am saying. I'm saying that I feel bad, and stop getting angry at me. N: Fuck you! I'll get angry at you if I want to. You are making yourself responsible. Like you are such `the man', right. Like I just lost my head and couldn't decide for myself. Remember, asshole, I was the one who was trying to get to you. J: I don't know. I'm not saying I decided for you. I don't know what I am saying. I just feel like I am guilty of something. I feel like if it wasn't for me you'd be having a great graduation. (He stormed out of the kitchen, where we were having the discussion. I waited and listened to him slamming things around, and then I went to the bedroom.) N: You'd better leave me alone, right now. I am so pissed at you. (He was sitting on our bed. I walked over and sat next to him. He pushed me away.) J: Don't do that when you are angry. Don't do shit like that. (Now, I was pissed). You can touch me anytime, anywhere you want, but don't ever put your hands on me when you're angry at me. N: Don't get close to me then. (He stared at me. He was angry) This is about something else, isn't it? J: Something else? NO! And, why are you so angry? N: I don't know, but I am. I don't get where this is coming from. You'd better not be up so something, I swear Jeff. J: What the fuck could I be up to? I just can't imagine what you must be going through. We don't talk about it. I mean, your family disowned you. They're not coming for your graduation. N: My brother is. J: Yeah, okay, but your parents aren't. N: Maybe, I don't care. Or maybe, I don't care as much as you'd care if it were you. Maybe, that's it. Maybe, if your parents disowned you, you'd blame me. J: Don't start psychoanalyzing me. N: Then why are you doing this? J: I just feel like if we weren't together then they'd come and you'd be happy. N: I knew it. I knew you were going to do this. So, what do you suggest we do about it? J: I don't know. I just feel really bad. I am really angry at your parents. I feel like I want to go there and kick your dad's ass. That's what I want to do. I want to kick your dad's ass. (I got up and started pacing) I just feel all this anger. I don't understand why you don't. N: I knew they'd do this. Maybe, I've just accepted it. J: I know it is bothering you. It has to be. I just feel so bad that this day isn't going to be wonderful and happy. N: It will be wonderful and happy. You'll be there, asshole, that makes me happy. Your parents are coming and that is wonderful of them. And, my brother is coming, too. Yeah, so it's bothering me that they aren't coming, but, my parents aren't your parents. If they came here for my graduation, they'd ruin it. They'd be ugly and angry and weird. I'm glad they aren't coming. Yeah, I wish I had parents like yours but I don't. So, stop being so weird about all this, okay. J: I just feel bad. I want this to be a great day for you. You're graduating with high honors from ... that's no small accomplishment. They want you to attend graduate classes and you haven't even applied. (I sat down on the bed again) I really want to beat your dad's head into the ground. (I looked over at Nick and his eyes were filled with tears.) See it is bothering you. I knew it. Fuck, I hate them so much. Nick smiled. J: What? N: I thought you were going to break up with me. J: What? N: I thought you were going to say that you thought I would be better off without you, or some shit like that. I thought you were going to do some chicken thing and say you were breaking up with me so I'd have them. J: NO. N: You really scared me. J: No, I'm not going to break up with you; no way. Why do you always go there? N: Because I am happy and I keep waiting for something to happen. J: I'm not going to break up with you. I might kick your ass, but I'm not going to break up with you. N: Jeff, it bothers me that they are not coming, but that is their decision and I wouldn't trade us for them and a million dollars. Really, Jeff, this is bothering you more than me. I am really okay with how things are. I think it's hard for you to imagine, because you have the parents that you do. Besides, I get to have your family, too. J: Stop thinking I am going to break up with you. I'm not going to break up with you. N: Okay, but you stop being weird about my family. J: I just wish I could do something to make this a great time for you. Nick laughed. J: What? N: You can. J: Tell me! N: (He got up and pulled off his sweat pants. He had a hard-on. Then he took off his tee-shit. He lay down on the bed and smiled.) Blow me. (He really started laughing now.) Get it? Blow me!! J: You are such a pig. We are having an argument and you've got a hard-on. N: I got hard when you said we weren't breaking up. I can't help it. (I just stared at him and shook my head.) Please! I really want you to blow me. (He started laughing even more.) I know how much you enjoy it. (More laughing). I felt my dick getting hard. I stood up and got undressed. By the time I had my pants and underwear off I was hard. I lay down on the bed, but in the 69 position. N: No, I want you to blow me. You asked what you could do, so BLOW ME!!!. I want to watch. I love watching you suck my dick, especially while I am cumming in your mouth. J: You really are a perv. I turned around and started sucking his dick. Every once in a while I'd glance up at him to see him staring down at me and smiling. I have to admit that I do love sucking his dick, and I do love taking his load in my mouth and then swallowing it. He cums a fair amount and it is thick. Sometimes I swallow each shot, sometimes I take it all and then swallow. Either way, he loves it, too. Nick's brother did attend the graduation, as did my parents. We had a good time. Nick seemed to do fine. I spent the day nervous, concerned, and angry at his parents. After the graduation my mother told me that Nick seemed to be enjoying the day and that I seemed to be miserable. She told me to lighten up or I'd ruin it for him. I guess I finally realized that I was being a jerk, okay a good jerk, but I was being weird. I decided to have a drink at dinner and then to enjoy the rest of the night. My parents gave Nick the money for his Eurail pass and used earned airline miles to upgrade our tickets to business class. My cousin Anthony and his wife booked us into the Grand Hotel Quisisana in Capri for three nights. They reasoned that we would need rest and grand treatment after weeks of cheap hotels, on-the-run food and trains. Then, being refreshed, we would be ready for the rest of our trip. My Uncle and his partner booked us in the Belvedere Hotel in Mykonos for four nights (They said it is one of their favorite hotels and Mykonos is one of their favorite places to visit in Greece. Matt, Nick's brother, gave him a lot of cash and told him to spend it all in Europe. My parents left the day after the graduation. Matt hung around for a couple of days. I think their relationship is really changing. I guess Matt has always cared about Nick, but there was all that big brother shit and maybe some kind of sexual tension between them when they were younger. But, I think when Nick came out to his parents and they rejected him, Matt started feeling very protective or maybe he saw how much Nick has been hurt. I really do think that Matt is gay, or if not gay, then somewhere in between bisexual and gay. I talked to him about it and he said that he thinks that he loves sex, and that sex with a guy is strangely exciting to him. But, he doesn't think he could ever fall in love with a guy. I watched Matt watch Nick, and he seemed to smile at him and seemed to enjoy talking to him. I watched Matt when Nick touched me or kissed me and he seemed fine with it. I have seen Matt hug Nick and kiss Nick on the mouth. I do not know what made the change possible, but whatever it was, I am happy it happened. Nick really needs family; he really needs Matt. There was only one odd moment during the time he stayed with us. He had a conversation with Nick (I was not around) regarding the three of us having sex with each other. Nick told him that we had decided that for now, we wanted to keep our relationship monogamous. We talked about the fact that there might be times in Europe that we might have an opportunity to mess around with other guys and that we decided that we would happily jerk off with guys if the two of us were present, but that we would not do anything else. We reasoned that if we made a firm decision before we left that it would then alleviate a lot of bullshit when we were there. It was a decision that I was happy with, but did not want to force on Nick. Happily, Nick felt the same way. Nick explained to Matt that he thought I would feel the same way regarding sex with him. I felt a little put off that it was being put on me, but Nick explained that he was too nervous to say, no. So, I told Matt that for now, that was how I felt. Matt, to my surprise, was okay with it, and said he would be happy to just join us jerking off. I am not sure why, but I found myself excited. I told Nick that I told Matt that anything other jerking off was off limits and Nick said he was into jerking off with Matt, too. That night, my parents left that morning, Matt, Nick and I went out for dinner. On the way home, Matt said he had a hard-on and hoped we could jerk off when we got back to the apartment. He said he had not cum in three days and needed to get off two or three times before he went to sleep. Nick laughed and said that he doubted that Matt could get off three times and called him an old man. Nick said that he thought Matt would be lucky to nut twice. I laughed knowing that Nick was just yanking Matt's chain. It was only about 7 p.m., and we did not have to be up in the morning, so I knew it was going to be a late night. Matt said that he had been thinking about Nick and me cumming on his face, all day. He said that the three of us could jerk off and that Nick and I could cum on his face, but that after that, he wanted to cum on Nick's face. Nick laughed. I reached over a squeezed Nick's crotch and he had a hard-on. Then the whole thing about me licking my dick and cumming in my mouth came up. Matt was almost on his knees pleading with me to let him, again, watch me do it. He said that he had jerked off many nights recalling the last time I did it. I laughed and then, finally, agreed to it. So, this is what we did. "Am I allowed to touch you guys," Matt asked. "Sure," I said, as I got naked. I had a hard-on. "Damn, your dick is awesome, dude," Matt said to me, as I kicked off my boxers. Matt was sitting on the sofa. He was already undress and rubbing his hard-on. Nick was still undressing. I walked over toward Matt so he could reach for my dick. He smiled and leaned forward and took my dick in his hand and started slowly jerking me with on hand while he played with my balls with the other. "Any chance you two let me watch you suck and fuck each other?" Matt asked. I looked at Nick and he looked at me. I asked Matt, "You gonna be happy with just watching?" "Well, you said I can touch, right?" I nodded. "Yeah, it would he hot to see you guys go at it. Watchin' my little brother getting a piece of ass," he said, and laughed. "And, watchin' him give it up." "Sure, I guess so, why not?" I said. My dick was really hard now. Nick was naked and he came over and sat next to Matt and started to jerk off. Matt reached over and started to play with Nick's dick. Nick sat back and spread his legs. "Fuck, bro, I wish I'd gone for it with you when we were kids." Nick sat there with his arms up and his hands behind his head as Matt continued to play with him and then me. When Matt started stroking me again, Nick reached for Matt's dick and started stroking it. After a while, I decided to get to my dick. My dick was hard as a rock and I was feeling really horny. I lay down on the floor, moved my legs over my shoulders and pushed my feet against the sofa, to steady myself. Nick and Matt both moved to the floor, one on each side of me. I slowly started to press my dick toward my face as I stroked it. Nick was on my left and he moved his head toward my dick. I lifted my left leg and pointed my dick at him. He sucked at the head. I heard Matt sigh. I looked at him; he looked at me and smiled. I moved my dick back toward my mouth and arched my back. My dick head just touched my lips. I began to lick at it. "Oh fuck, Jeff," Matt said, "that's so hot. Nick reached up and began to run his fingers along the crack of my ass. I absolutely love having my ass played with or licked. I continued to stroke and lick. If I am really horny and careful, I can make myself cum but not have an orgasm. I get myself right to the edge and then stop and then three of four shots of cum come out of my dick and then I can stroke it and get a full orgasm. I decided to try it. I kept lightly stroking and licking and rubbing that place right under the head of my dick. I could feel my ass tighten and the cum moving toward my dick head. I was really close. I squeezed at my dick head and licked it again and then stopped. I just held my dick over my mouth and opened my mouth. "Watch his,' Nick told Matt. He has seen me do it before. In a long stream, cum came out of my dick. It made a long string from my tongue to my dick head. It was thick and white. It gathered on my tongue. I swallowed and then licked the rest from my dick. "Of fuck," Matt said. "He's not done," Nick said. "Use your finger," I said to Nick. Nick spit on his finger and then moved it to my ass. He slowly moved his finger into my butt hole and began to move it around. I started stroking again. I licked at the cum still dripping from my dick. I was getting close. My breathing was getting louder and faster. "Oh fuck, Jeff," Matt said. I opened my mouth and stuck out my tongue and I jerked hard. I was moaning as Nick moved his finger around inside of me. Then my orgasm hit. It was intense and my cum shot into my mouth and onto my tongue, then onto my nose and lips. I swallowed as I kept cumming. Nick kept moving his finger. Matt kept saying, oh fuck. Finally, I stopped cumming. Nick took his finger out of my ass, and I let my legs fall to the floor. Nick leaned over and began licking my nose and my lips, and then we began to kiss. "I love you," he whispered. Matt was touching my dick as we continued to kiss. Then he started stroking Nick's hard-on. Nick began humping his hand and kept kissing me. "I'm getting close," Nick said to Matt. "You want it on your face?" Matt nodded and sat against the sofa. Nick moved off of me and moved toward Matt. I sat up so I could get a good view. I began to play with my dick. Nick moved right in front of Matt. Matt smiled and looked up at Nick. Nick was stroking pretty hard. He took Matt by the hair and moved closer. Right as Nick started to cum, Matt opened his mouth wide, trying to catch the cum. Nick held Matt's head still and then pointed his dick into Matt's mouth, where he shot the rest of his load. Other than a thick white string of cum that was along Matt's right cheek, Matt took Nick's entire load. There was cum hanging on Nick's dick and on his finger. He pushed his finger into Matt's mouth. "Stick out your tongue," Nick said. Matt did. Nick wiped his dick head on Matt's tongue. Then he wiped the cum from Matt's face with his dick and then again wiped it onto Matt's tongue. I was hard again. I was stroking Matt's dick. He seemed to be close. "Can I cum on your face," Matt asked Nick. Nick nodded. He moved and sat down on the sofa. Matt stood up and then knelt down on the sofa, straddling Nick. Nick looked at me and laughed. "Don't let him kid you," I said to Matt, "he loves a face full of cum." As Matt stroked his dick, I played with his balls. They were really tight and almost disappearing into his body. Nick was running his hands up and down the inside of Matt's legs. Matt's body began to shake as his breathing became louder. Nick moved his face closer to Matt and closed his eyes. I've seen a lot of cum, and I usually cum a lot myself, but Nick shot a huge load on Nick's face. Just as I thought he was done, another shot of cum flew from his dick. Nick started laughing. He had cum all over his face, in his hair, dripping from his nose and chin and all over his lips. Matt fell in a heap. "Damn, Matt," I said, "you said you hadn't cum in three days, but it looks like three weeks worth. He glanced at Nick and smiled. Nick got up and went into the bathroom. We followed. "Fuck," Nick said, looking at his face. "Damn, bro, that's two loads." "You guys are hot," Matt said. Nick leaned into Matt and kissed him on the mouth. They hugged. "I love you, bro.," Nick said. Matt started to lick Nick's face, eating his own cum. We went into the kitchen and got a beer. We were standing there naked, drinking, when Matt said, "Nick, can I kiss Matt?" Nick looked at him. "I don't mean like I-want-you kind of kiss, but I just feel kind of," Nick looked at me and I shrugged. "Sure," Nick said. "Is it okay," Matt asked me. I leaned into Matt and hugged him. Then I turned my head toward his. I opened my mouth as he did his and our tongues met. It was a deep, warm kiss and it felt very good. We pulled back and smiled at each other. We jerked off again a while later. Both Nick and I jerked off into Matt's open mouth, and then he asked if he could jerk off on my face. I smiled and nodded. Nick and I slept in our bed, Matt slept in the bed next to us. He reminded us that we said he could watch us suck and fuck. I told him we'd wake him in the morning. We learned an important lesson the next day. Matt was leaving that evening. Nick woke us up with coffee. Yeah, he's good about that. The three of us sat in bed, drinking coffee. We talked about not doing anything during the day, except sit around. Nick suggested that we run out and rent a movie. Matt said, "How about porn?" Nick said that we didn't need a movie. We could do our own porn show. I asked Matt if there was anything in particular he might want to see. He said, that last time everyone got fucked, except Nick. He said he'd love to see his brother take "that big dick". I laughed. Nick got up and got the lube, threw it on the bed toward me, and then got back in bed. "Any particular position," I asked Matt. "How can I get the best view?" he asked. Nick lay on his back and lifted his legs. I moved between his legs. Matt sat beside us. He reached over and began playing with Nick's dick and balls as I lubed up my dick and Nick's butt hole. Matt looked back at Nick and smiled. "You can take all of that?" "It isn't all that big," he said. I laughed, so did Matt. I moved my dick head up against his butt hole. My dick was really hard. I guess being watched is more exciting that I'd remembered. I moved my dick head around his hole and then pushed half way in. "Fuck!!" Nick yelled. Matt laughed. "It's not that big," I said. Matt kept playing with Nick's balls and running his finger down to Nick's butt hole and over my dick. Then I began to slowly move in and out of Nick. Each time I moved my dick so that only the tip of my dick remained in his ass. Then I'd push deeper into him until I had my entire dick buried in him. Then I began taking long quick thrusts. Nick moaned as he held his legs to his chest and as Matt stroked his brother's dick. I could tell that Nick was getting close. Nick and I had talked about what it would feel like to get fucked and sucked at the same time. We had talked about using a dildo on each other. I leaned toward Matt and said, "He wants to know what it's like to get fucked and sucked. If you're up for it, go for it," I said. "You sure?" he asked. "Yeah, I won't cum until after you get him off." "Okay, and I can do you later," he said. He looked up at Nick who was looking at us. Then Matt moved and took Nick's dick into his mouth. Nick took Matt by the head and I moved Nick's hand away. I nodded at Nick. Nick face went from concern to relaxed pleasure. I began slowly fucking him again. I watched Matt's head bobbing up and down, and watched Nick's head moving from side to side. His eyes were closed. He was breathing hard. It was hard not to cum. Watching Nick enjoying this really turned me on. I glanced down and saw that Nick's balls were getting tight. Matt was sucking hard and Nick was moaning and breathing hard. I began to fuck him harder and faster. Nick's body began to tense, his legs still up to his chest. Then he groaned and grunted as his body contracted. I was holding his legs in place. Matt had a grip on Nick's dick as Nick shot into his mouth. Nick's upper body lifted off the bed and then slammed down again. He had a tight hold on Matt's head. He kept groaning and grunting as I kept fucking him and Matt kept sucking him. "Stop," Nick yelled. "Please, stop," he pleaded and then laughed. His entire body was twitching and jerking as I slowed my thrusting and Matt let Nick's dick fall from his mouth. As I began to pull out of Nick his legs fell around my waist and he pulled me into him. "Don't," he said, "I want you to cum. Fuck me." I began to fuck him again. As I did I noticed that he was still hard. Matt lay beside us, watching me fuck his brother, and jerking himself off. I lay down on top of Nick and buried my face in his neck. His legs wrapped around my waist, his arms around my back. He whispered, "You sure you're okay with that." "Absolutely," I said. "Think he'll do it again with me fucking you?" "Yeah," I said. "I love you," he said as I began fucking him harder. I was close. I turned my head to see what Matt was doing. He had moved behind me and was watching my ass thrusting up and down. I got up on my knees and rolled Nick's hips upward as I again started fucking him. Matt moved so as to get a view from behind. "You are such a perv," Nick whispered. I smiled and nodded. I felt Matt's hand on my balls. That's all it took. I began shooting my load and moaning and groaning and rocking back and forth. Matt held onto my balls the entire time. It was a great orgasm. As I began to relax I felt Matt shooting his load all over my butt. Later, I was alone with Matt. I asked him if he was really okay with all of this. He said that it all felt weird, but that he was into it. He said that he was definitely feeling like a outsider, but the idea of giving Nick a blow job while he was getting fucked was really exciting. He said that watching two people fucking was incredible. He said that when he was holding my balls and the base of my dick he could feel me cumming. He said it felt like my orgasm was really powerful. I told him that neither Nick nor I want him to feel weird or like he was doing anything he didn't want to do. He said that he'd love to fuck Nick, but that he understood. He reminded me that last time he didn't get to fuck Nick. I told him that we were aware of that. He also said that he was really up for watching Nick fuck me and blowing me like he did Nick and then doing to Nick what he did to me. As we continued talking we both became hard. Soon, we had a repeat performance of what happened just two hours before. Only, this time I was getting fucked and sucked. I must admit that the orgasm was very intense. My second orgasm is often more intense than the first, but this felt more so. When Nick got to his orgasm, with Matt holding his balls, he let out a grunt and groans and pushed into me so hard I thought he was going to pop one of my vertebrae. Then he just collapsed on top of me. I watched as Matt jerked off on Nick's butt. After we showered we went to the kitchen, made sandwiches and open a few beers. The three of us sat on the living room floor, naked, and talked and ate. We continued talking, sitting around, Nick was lying down with his head resting on top of my crotch, when Nick started laughing. I kept wondering what I said. Nick was laughing pretty hard. He kept trying to say something -- "Jeff wanted," then he would start laughing again, "Jeff thought," then he'd be laughing again; his eyes filled with tears. I started laughing, so did Matt, but we didn't know why, except Nick was laughing so hard, and he looked pretty funny rolling around naked on the floor. I kept asking him what he was laughing about. A couple of times I smacked his butt cheek; he continued laughing. Finally, he said, "I just thought of Mom and Dad sitting here right now and us like this." He just kept laughing. Nick lay there and continued to laugh. It was oddly not funny, or so I thought. I don't think Matt thought it was funny, either. "This has been such a great few days." He kept laughing. "Can you imagine how miserable it would have been to have them here?" He didn't seem to be laughing anymore when he said, "I really hate them," and then he began to cry. Matt and I sat and said nothing. I reached over and put my arm around Nick. Matt moved and sat down in front on Nick and pulled him close to him. Nick threw his arms around Matt and began sobbing. Matt looked at me, both of us had tears in our eyes. I didn't know what to say. I just kept rubbing my hand up and down his back. Nick held him. He cried for a while. No one said anything. "They're fucked up, Nicky" Matt said. "They've always been fucked up. You think that you had it bad, because dad ignored you. It wasn't so great having him always on me about being this or that." Nick didn't say anything. "I'm sorry I was such an asshole when we were kids," Matt said. "I wish I had been there for you and been your friend." "Forget it," Nick said. "I'm glad it's the way it is now." Nick sat back. Matt sat back. I continued to rub my hand up and down Nick's back. "You guys are great," Matt said. "I mean even if we weren't messing around with each other, and I'm glad we are, but if we weren't I'd still think you guys are great." Nick leaned over and kissed his brother. "I'm really happy you two have each other. Jeff," Matt said to me, "Nick is lucky to have you." "He's lucky to have you as a brother," I said. Nick got three more beers and sat between Matt and me. We were still naked, and oddly it felt fine. We talked for about an hour about his parents and their growing up. It was getting close to the time when Matt would have to get ready to leave. He went into the bedroom and started getting his stuff together. I told Nick that Matt reminded me that he never got to fuck Nick. I told Nick if they used condoms it would be okay with me. Nick and I went to the bedroom. "Hey, Matt, Jeff and I were talking and since we've both fucked you and you fucked Jeff last time you were here, well, we thought you might be up for fucking me. It only seems fair." Matt smiled. He nodded. I sat down on the bed. "How about this? Next time I come for a visit, both of you can fuck me and I get to fuck the both of you. That will make us even. I'd really like that. Something to look forward to." Nick looked at me. I nodded and smiled. "Okay," Nick said. We drove Matt to the airport that evening. On the way home Nick and I talked about the fact that we hadn't kept to our agreed upon limits. We agreed that we were both fine with what happened and that our decision to be open to fucking with Matt the next time he came for a visit was okay. But, we were both feeling concerned about Europe. I was sure I didn't want to let any strangers into our sex play. I was happy that Nick was feeling the same way. Maybe this was all good, in that we realized that when we are hot and horny it's hard to keep to our limits. We agreed that we might have to just not go there at all with other guys. Nick asked me if I'd feel like I didn't get to experience Europe fully if I didn't fuck around with other guys. I told him that as long as I got to fuck around with him I'd be experiencing Europe just fine. I asked Nick what would happen if my cousin Bill wanted to play with us. He said he had already thought about it. He said that if there was no love making going on, except between he and I, he might actually be into. He said that he was kind of curious, but also scared. He said he was scared that I might enjoy Bill more than him. I told him that I love Bill and always will, but that I am not in love with Bill and that I both love him and that I am IN love with him. "Bill isn't really `all that'" I said. Comparing the two of you is like comparing Deuce Bigalow (Rob Schneider) to Legolas (Orlando Bloom)." He smiled BIG. "I really like that you think I am cute," he said. "I didn't grow up so cute, and it's hard for me to think that I am, but I like that you think like that." "I don't think you are cute. I think you are HOT, very HOT. Nick sometimes I wake up and watch you sleep and I can't believe how hot looking you are. I love to pull the cover off of you and just look at you. I get such a boner." We both laughed. "Sometimes when we are together, I feel like the ugly one," he said. "That's bullshit. People always look at you. You know that," I said. "You know that you are beautiful." "Give me a break. I'm not beautiful." "Okay, you are very handsome. Strikingly good looking," he said and smiled. "You know that." "Okay, stop it." "Jeff. You know that people look at you. Check you out." "Yeah, I guess so. They look at me when I have my shirt off mostly." "Mostly when you have your pants off," he said and laughed. "Asshole." I should have seen that one coming. We spend the next couple of weeks running around, getting everything we need to get done before we left for Europe. We were both very excited. This was going to be our first real vacation together and it was a vacation of a lifetime. Everyone in my family, well almost everyone, was calling and talking to us about stuff to do and places to go and to just have a great time. I think they all wanted to go with us. It's is strange but most of the time when they'd call they'd talk to Nick. I think they were feeling bad about the graduation and I think they were wanting to be sure he wasn't depressed about it. He loves the attention. One time I came home and he said, "Anthony called," (not your cousin Anthony, but Anthony), "and he was telling me about Capri and the Hotel. He said he and his wife fucked the whole time they were there. He said it is really romantic and wonderful. All there is to do there is sit in the sun, eat and fuck." He sounded so excited as he told me what they talked about. He said, "Would you do something for me?" "What?" "We've joked or talked about this before, and I'll do it for you whenever you want." "Shit, what is it?" "We are going to be there for two full days, three nights, right?" "At that hotel in Capri, yeah, three nights." "Can I plan out everything while we are there? You know, make all the decisions and you do what I want us to do." "Sure. But, what decisions are we going to make? When and where to eat..." He interrupted me, "Stuff about sex, you know when, what we'll do, how often, you know." I started to laugh, "Come on, please. It will be fun." "For you, maybe." He looked hurt, "It wouldn't be fun for you?" I laughed, "You want me to be your boy toy on Capri?" "Yeah." "Are you going to be my boy toy?" "Anytime you want" he said. "How about on Mykonos? I'll be your sex slave. You can completely wear me out." My dick started getting hard. "Yeah, okay. I'll be your boy toy while we are on Capri." "Yes," he shouted. "Anthony said you'd go for it." "You talked to Anthony about this?" I was shocked. "He brought it up." "What? No way. How the fuck did this come up?" "He said that when he and his wife went to Capri his wife told him that she wanted him to be at her beck and call, you know for sex. He said he just laughed and figured they'd screw once or twice and that would be it. He said she was all over him. He said when they left his balls hurt." "Damn, he told you that?" "He's cool. I really like him. He said that I should talk you into it and then he laughed. He said I should make Capri a memory that we'd never forget." He had this big smile on his face. "I really like him, a lot. He's really cool." "You said that. Remember, he's my cousin." I said half joking. June finally ended and we packed all our stuff for the trip, and drove to my parent's house. They had a big dinner for us. My uncle and his partner were there along with Anthony and his wife. A couple of other cousins showed up also. They had all been to Europe and were telling us what to see and do. When Nick got Anthony alone he told him that I agreed to be his boy toy in Capri. Anthony later pulled me aside and said, "I hear you are going to be a sex object in Capri." I said, "Yeah, I'm going to follow in your foot steps. How did it feel being someone's sex slave?" "I love it. We still do it once a year. We play "escort" on our vacations. She plans a vacation and takes me along as her escort." "You mean boy toy, right?" "Yeah. Then I plan a vacation and she's mine. Makes for fun vacations, and actually, I think I like being her escort more than having her as mine. It's kind of kinky." "Damn, is everyone in this family a pervert?" We left for Europe the next day.