Date: Tue, 12 Feb 2008 16:55:03 -0800 (PST) From: Writer M Subject: luke's aweakening pt. 2 Disclaimer: This is a story depicting acts of a sexual nature between two males if it is illegal in your state to view this story , or you are underage please stop reading If you like this story please let me know. At writerm25@yahoo.com and even more than a comment I would love it if you would sign my petition at www.ipetitions.com/petitions/nukelove/ supporting Noah and Luke on at the world turns. Which is what inspired me to write this story, please enjoy J Luke's Awakening Part 2 This is just what Luke wanted ever sense the first time that he went to the pond all of those months ago. Noah had bumped into Luke and their eyes met, that day they were both wet and longing. Longing to become closer, Noah had his girlfriend Maddie. But that was not as real as this moment was to Noah, he had held his attraction inside. Not allowing his mind wonder for even a second in fear that Luke would invade his deepest thoughts. If he let down his guard at all Luke would surely penetrate has heart. The one place that Noah allowed no one to enter. Noah looked into Luke's hazel eyes , trying to look away everything inside of him screaming to run "No you can't! run, Noah run before you fall in love" Noah thought. But there was nothing that he could do, Luke's eyes were locked onto his. Not relinquishing there hold upon him. Luke knew that if he let the fire in his eyes die for even a millisecond that everything he'd hoped for would fade into a deep dark abyss never to return. Luke refused to look away, he was not just looking into his eyes his gaze extended far beyond Noah's body. Luke could now see into his very core. Not only see but feel, feel the fear and passion. Luke could feel the longing that lay just below the surface. Below his want to be anything but who he was, to please all the others around him. To make everyone but himself happy. Luke could feel how much he really wanted him. Noah wanted to take Luke into his arms, to feel his body for the first time to feel love for the first time. Noah needed Luke more than anything that he had ever needed in his life. More than the acceptance of the "Colonel ." The people that seemed to matter the most were just a distant memory. The whole world revolved around Luke and in this moment that he was all that Noah needed. Noah inched closer fearing that the moment would end. His heart beat so fast that he thought that he would faint. Seeing for the first time that the loving man that he had always dreamed of was right before his eyes. He had let his guard down, unable to reconstruct the brick wall around his heart while he looked deeper into Luke's eyes. That moment had been the sweetest Noah had experienced, and now going from that moment to this. The lilac always relaxed Luke. But now the sent only amplified his pleasure. Noah loved the feel of Luke's lips, his kiss was what Noah begged for. The core of his being cried out for more. Even more than any guy that Noah had fooled around with Noah felt exposed but oh so safe with Luke. He no longer had to hold back, with Luke he was free to show love. Their tongues met giving into passion , colliding with wild exploration. Noah felt Luke's heart beating as their chests pressed together. Luke wrapped his legs around Noah's waist. Noah reached above his head for Luke's hands, as their hands joined Noah knew that anything that Luke wanted would be his if only he'd ask. Noah knew that if he would give his all to anyone it would be Luke. This time there would be no reason for Noah to turn back. Noah had feared this moment when it came down to total surrender, with the others this was the point when the wall would fortify itself in the blink of an eye. But inside of Luke's eyes was the flame that melted the wall like when a rock touches molten lava. Leaving Noah defenseless, powerless to resist the wants of his heart that before his one true love came into his life were buried inside the deepest cavern of the mine of his desires. Luke broke the kiss not able to speak only stare. His true love grinned melting away Luke's fears once again. Luke held tighter to Noah's hands until he was sure that this moment was real, only slightly loosening his grip. Luke looked away feeling for the first time the fear of rejection. He wanted something that he could not ask for. He wanted Noah, not just a wild petting session he wanted all of him. Every fear inside Luke boiled to the surface tears began to fall down Luke's face. He had never wanted anything so much but how do you ask the man that you love to be that intimate, when he did not know if this moment would last. If this question would change who they are forever. The last time he had professed his love and yeaning for another mans body he was wounded in a way that has been hard to express sense. He had not made it to this point before. The point where he had to choose to let his feelings out and risk being hurt once again. Noah saw Luke begin to cry. He released one hand and gently wiped away his tears, kissing the face of his lover. Tasting the sorrow that erupted from him like a geyser. Noah knew that Luke had been hurt by Kevin but until now he did not know to what extent. Noah wrapped his arm around Luke as the freely wept. He ran his hands through Luke's hair. He started to calm down and gain composure. Noah looked Luke in the eyes waiting for him to speak. Luke tried to look away, but Noah wouldn't let him caressing his face. Luke looked Noah in the eyes. His dark brown eyes radiating comfort, Luke kissed Noah again. With one kiss the words came flowing out like a rapid. "Um Noah you know that I love you and I really love being with you." Luke said: It is just that I want you so much that every time that I am with you and I am afraid that you are not going to be the same toward me once I am finished, and I would hate for you to think less of me for saying this... Luke's lip quivered and Noah wanted to kiss his fears away but he resisted. What I wanted to say that I want you to be my first. I want to truly give myself to you, and only you. Noah you have been so good to me, and I just want to show you in how much that I care. Noah looked into Luke's eyes. He wondered what he did to deserve a lover like Luke. He kissed Luke deeply before his response. Luke let me start by saying that I would never think less of you for wanting me to be your first because I want you to be my first as well. Luke please close your eyes, Noah said Luke closed his eyes. Noah walked over to the dresser and opened the drawer, hid underneath Noah's keepsake box were two promise rings. Both with writing on the bottom. They had hearts etched on the rim, when Noah sat back on the bed Luke looked into his eyes before noticing Noah's closed hand. Noah opened his hand slowly Luke I saved up for a while to buy us these. Noah said I have been waiting for the perfect time to give it to you. Go ahead look at it. Luke took the ring. Engraved on the inside were the words "all that I am is Luke's." and engraved in middle of the ring between the hearts was "Luke Snyder" Oh my gosh Noah! You didn't have to do that! Luke said. I have paid to have the other engraved but I wanted to be sure that you would accept the ring. Noah said. Will you? Of course I will! Luke said Luke kissed Noah and they embraced once again. Noah had freedom and love the two things that he never thought that he'd have. The two things that he valued most in life. He had lost so much to obtain these things his dad, mom and any resemblance of a normal life. But what he had gained meant so much more. The love that had bloomed was a wild rose amidst a field of weeds. Noah placed the ring on Luke's hand, He had been through so much with so much with Luke, for Luke for his love. Just a few months ago Noah and Luke went on a fishing trip with Colonel Winston Meyer Noah's dad and they were both surprised by what happened. "Hey guys, are you ready?" Mr. Meyer said. "Sure!" Luke said "Yeah" Noah said, It was amazing that after seeing him and Noah kissing that his dad had invited Noah along with them. Luke was nervous he knew that the first impression with Mr. Meyer would always as the homo who he saw kissing his son. But maybe Noah's dad could change too. Luke's dad had understood that he would be happier being who he was. Of course that was after conspiring with his bio-dad to send him away and be deprogrammed. Holden had changed and in Luke's opinion so could Noah's dad. "Ok, boys this will be a day that you won't forget" Mr. Meyer said Hey Luke could you go and get some firewood? Its for the evening fire. Sure Luke said. Noah and his dad set up camp as Luke roamed the woods. Luke had been fishing but never with these two. He was beginning to love nature even more, it had new beauty all of a sudden. Every tree was that much more majestic and wonderful. He was in Noah's world, the woods surrounded him. Noah was never proudest of his dad . He had always said that "he didn't see how they could do it being all over another man." "But that was before he knew" Noah thought. His dad loves him really truly loves him. Noah was in a perpetual state of shock, was this really his father the great Colonel Winston Meyer or some clone? The Colonel had vanished and in his place was the accepting father that he had always dreamed of sense the moment that he knew that was gay. The joy that Noah felt was indescribable, he thought that his dad would never love him again. The moment that his dad had caught him and Luke kissing he thought that his life was over. That his dad was now forced to see him as he truly was, how he truly felt, who he truly wanted to love. He had lost the only family member that he had left. Now his dad was accepting of his life and his true love. What more could Noah ask for? His two loves were together and there was no more to worry about. "Hey, Dad?" Noah said "Yeah, son" Mr. Meyer "I just wanted to tell you how glad that I am that you are doing this." "Oh, it's nothing son." Mr. Meyer said Noah hugged his dad he felt safe and accepted for the first time in his life. "Noah," Mr. Meyer said. "Yeah, Dad" Noah said. " Just remember that everything that I have done was because I love you." Mr. Meyer said Ok dad, Noah said. Noah and his dad had finished setting up camp when Luke had returned. "Hey Noah" Mr. Meyer said. "Yeah Dad " Noah said "You know what ? I forgot the bait back in the truck, would you go grab it for me son? " "Yeah sure, you forgot something ? That's not like you." Noah said "Yeah well there is a first time for everything, isn't there son?" "I guess so" Noah said As he went down to the truck , his dad went behind the campsite and grabbed his rifle, seeing Luke get nearer he aimed his rifle he steadied his arm we wanted his shot to be perfect. With Luke gone Noah could lead a normal life. "Soon enough Noah would forget about this sick boy" Mr. Meyer thought. Noah's only way out of this would be for me to kill Luke. Mr. Meyer thought He had to die! Then Noah would move on. Forgetting about this phase, and live a descent life. A married life with a beautiful woman. With whom he will have kids, that is all he wanted for Noah, and if he had to kill one more person to get it than it was a sacrifice that he had to make. Mr. Meyer aimed as Luke ascended the hill. Luke headed up the hill with the firewood. When he reached the top of the hill Luke saw the wrong end of Colonel Meyer's rifle. For a moment he was frozen in fear. Luke had never sensed so much fear in his life. For the second time in his life Luke had faced death. He did not know what to do Noah had saw his dad shoot before so when he saw his dad aiming his gun he thought that it was to catch dinner, as he got to the place where his dad stood he saw Luke standing in fear. He had never been in love before and the man that he was in love with would be killed if he did nothing. No! dad please don't. Noah screamed Noah, get out of here! Colonel Meyer said But Noah could not move, if he did Luke was dead. Luke heard Noah's scream, it shook his body out of the guns hypnotic trance. He realized that he had to fight. He had no choice, he had two options fight or die. For a second he turned his head to see the fear on Noah's face. It was then that the fear became anger, anger at Colonel Meyer, at all of those who hated him and who he was, all of those people who hated who his love for Noah. People like Noah's dad, Kevin , his high school classmates and his bio-dad! With all of the strength he had he ran toward the gun. He was not going to die! Luke grabbed the gun fighting with all that he had, fighting for love. For his kind of love. For the man that he loved. They spun round Luke tired to get the gun away from Colonel Meyer. Colonel Meyer was strong and Luke did not think that he could hold on much longer. Colonel Meyer pushed Luke to the ground. Luke!, Luke!, he heard his name being called from the bottom of the hill. It was his dad ! Holden had came as soon as he knew where he was. He did not trust Winston Meyer, and he feared that he was in danger. Holden was afraid that colonel Meyer had already killed Luke, when Noah ran down the hill with fear in his eyes. "Holden hurry, it's my dad he's going to kill Luke!" "Where is he Noah?" Holden asked "At the top of the hill" Noah answered Holden ran up the hill fearing the worst, when he reached the top he had saw Luke on the ground trying to get up. "Meyer, leave my son alone!" Holden screamed. "Your son did this to my boy, Snyder he's dead!" Colonel Meyer said. "No, dad!" Noah screamed. "Noah, I told you to get out of here!" Colonel Meyer said. "I told you to leave my son alone!" Holden said. Holden ran up to colonel Meyer, punching him and knocking the gun out of his hand. Causing the gun to fly about five feel away. The two men fought on the ground, punching each other , Holden on top of the colonel both with one thing on their mind the gun! Colonel Meyer punched Holden causing him to loose his advantage. Falling onto the ground he rolled grabbing colonel. Trying to keeping him from reaching the gun. But he failed, the Colonel grabbed the gun once more aimed and fired. Luke fell to the ground, bleeding and hurt he felt the blood leaving his body. He was cold " No Luke!" Noah screamed. He could not hear anything else everything went black, as Noah's voice echoed in his head. At the hospital, Luke's parents Lilly and Holden talked to Doctor Hughes. Lilly, Holden, I am going to be honest. It dose not look good. Dr. Hughes said, judging where his injuries are he may not be able to walk. What do you mean, Bob? Holden said. Is he ever going to walk again? Lilly asked That is something that we won't be able to tell until he wakes up. Thank you bob. Holden said. Lilly, Holden, remember that what he needs now is a positive environment. Doctor Hughes said. That is what may make all of the difference. As Luke woke up he felt weak, he heard Noah's scream in his ears and opened his eyes. No one was there, he was alone at the hospital. In a dark room all alone no Noah, he remembered Noah's face when he saw Luke at the top of the hill. He needed to move, he needed to see Noah to make sure that he was okay. He tried to move his legs, they didn't even budge. Were they even there? He looked down they were there, but he felt nothing. He could see the covers that were draped across his legs. But could feel nothing! What's going on? Why are my legs not working? Luke thought . Calm down maybe they are asleep. Luke said. But Luke knew deep inside that something went really wrong. He tried to move his legs again. Wishing that he could feel the smallest tingle but nothing. Oh, God there is something really wrong! Luke thought Fear swept over Luke like a title wave Luke had never felt so alone in his life before. He had been thrown into this situation without warning He tried moving his legs and the more he tried the more that he wanted to die. I might as well be dead. Luke thought he would never be able to feel the sensation of his muscles stretching before a big game, or to dance. To feel the warmth of a relaxing bath. He would just float. And Noah, Noah would never love a guy how he would have to care for! More than just his feeling was lost so who he was. The most important of his body was gone, in the blink of an eye. He was not Luke Snyder able bodied teenager he had now become disabled. Luke looked around the room for the buzzer, he needed someone to tell him that his legs were just sleeping! To tell him something other than he could not move his legs! He saw the buzzer on the table next his bed. He reached for the buzzer and failed "Mom!, Dad!, Anybody!" Luke screamed ,no answer. His rage grew, he tried to get the buzzer again. He tried again and not only failed, he fell on the ground. Sitting on the ground tears welled up in his eyes. From that moment on he knew that life would never be the same the tears began to flow as he thought about Noah. How could Noah love him anymore? What did this mean for them?